* angel

223; A's

2009-11-13T17:21:00.002+08:00

oh no.
not getting aces, but screwing up A's.
GP essay was horribly written, i hope i don't fail.
maths- gg-fied. byebye distinction.

n the more ppl say im maths pro, cfm will do well, yada-yada.
the more upset i get.
if only binging on food, or spamming games/watching tv shows/dvds helps.

if everyday's a new day, when's the better day?

222; hungry? not.

2009-11-01T20:40:00.002+08:00

im supposed to be someone's sunshine girl.
but sunshine also has sunset.
cos of studies, life's been harder.
n cos idk.

mum was saying grandma was most proud of me, i was studious n everyth.
now now now. i suck in studies, quite disheartening, but maybe i sld have just studied up to sec sch.
but agn, how far can Os cert bring u?
As cert, maybe not a nice piece of doc, but hopefully i can still apply for nie. i pray,
there used to be someone who would be happy for me if i did well for exams.
but now she's gone to another world (or overseas, like what granny said).
i hope she'll see that her other grandchildren are performing even better.
ohwells. i think joeline will outshine me, i bet she'll get at least a score of 260 for psle. (:

ahh. lazy big FAT pig. you sld be studying!

221; teaching.

2009-10-15T15:11:00.001+08:00

heyhey. I just signed up for teaching attachment programme.

This is what I wrote for the reasons why I signed up for TAP and what qualities a good teacher should possess:

Since young, I have been inspired by my teachers to teach. Their passion for teaching, and the care and love that they have showered onto us, made me come to a realisation that I want to make a difference in students' lives. At home, I teach my younger cousins how to do their work and in school, I have been given opportunities to teach my juniors during CCA. I have also been actively involved in Grassroots activities, and one of which was the Nurture Programme. It is a Children's Storytelling Programme held weekly at the Henderson Community Club where volunteers like myself will read one or two stories to the children, help them with their schoolwork and sometimes organise fun activities for them. I feel that I want to impart my knowledge to the next generation, and lend them my listening ears. Children are often refered to as the next pillar of the nation, and I hope to be part of this sacred mission, to prepare them for future challenges. Moreover, some students may face family problems and other social problems and they have no one to turn to. I hope that I am the one who can give them a pull. Throughout these 12 years of mainstream education, I have been very lucky to meet caring teachers, and I hope the children can also meet such nice teachers who touch their lives. I really wish to help the students to the best of my abilities, so that they can grow up to become useful people who would again, contribute back to the society.Personally, I feel that a teacher has to be open to her students and always be humble. Some students can be rather shy, and I believe that teachers have a role in the upbringing of a child. If the teacher is approachable, students will not hold back their thoughts or any doubt that they might have. They should also be impartial when dealing with issues or their students, and they must uphold the principle of righteousness, because I strongly believe that the students will take after their teachers. They must always be eager to help, and encourage their students. To me, a good teacher is defined by her students. They must be humble and understanding. A good teacher never gives up on her students.

(:

any typo?

220; study-mode

2009-10-10T00:46:00.002+08:00

cdeuu.

sucks.

She was already aware that her prelims would turn out bad, but this is real bad. She hopes things would get better in time for the A. If not, getting CCC or worse, flunk , would just mean that she has wasted two years of her life.

She is lost sometimes. She is confused. What does she not understand? Why does she fair so badly in exams/tests? It was never like this before. She had never suffered such falls. Life had always been smooth-sailing for her. This big turn in life, has affected her. Breakdown? She tries not. But it can't help getting upset about her results. She recalled holding two green-end joss-sticks every morning before her afternoon papers, telling her late grandpa that she is going to sit for her prelims, and she asked for her blessings. But results are somewhat proportional to your effort. She failed to study hard. She deserves it. Will she make a good comeback by 'A'? She hopes so. And prays quietly in her heart. She ask not for more, but concentration.

The numerous "Don't Give Up!" from friends made her feel even sadder. She seemed to have let-down the people who care. Her mummy is worried. She asked if she needs tuition. But at this point in time, one month before the exams, will tuition help? I guess she has chosen to work hard herself.

However, her memory seems to be failing lately. She can read the OC reagents and conditions for a thousand times, and still cannot answer the questions in tests. Her maths too, she has never done so badly before. From competing to get 100% in pri. sch to getting first in class in sec. sch, she seldom fails. She wants to get through this tough hurdle, with God's grace. She, who had sinned.

She actually misses the times in ODAC, as she looked through the flame, and read her ODAC notebook, and sang the XP songs.

She digged out old NP ROD gifts, and she almost missed those perfect moments.

She will miss her class too, and she hopes to rush out a little gift for each of them. (:

She will start studying hard.

219; prelim's a flop.

2009-09-28T17:57:00.002+08:00

U as usual for econs.
but GP got U too.
first time ever fail GP.

n physics got into lousier band LT.
n chem got into remedial.
im gg-fied.

i just cant not think about the first prelim week.
i knew i would not do well.
but this ish really bad.

218; farewell-ed.

2009-09-19T00:57:00.002+08:00

oh i've been trying to post, but im lazy.
odac farewell today.
wasn't really looking forward to it.
ohwells. give ppl face. (:
anw, thankyou for planning this.
it nvr once occur to me to be emo today, perhaps i haven't done much in odac. but nvm. im reminded of rod, the demise of my grandpa etc etc. so i tot, odac farewell aint gonna make me tear more than any of the above.
i wonder how i would have survived these two years w/o jean.
hmmm. but maybe i would have clique more with the others? or maybe not. nvm, it's Over, Dun Anymore Come. (ODAC)
ohwells. maybe this time back last year, i wondered, hmmm, how would my juniors imitate me as. but nvm, they chose to imitate another person instead. i bet someone had picked my name today, n asked for a change. thanks. n for the "it's quite sad, but i dun know u well.." well, it's true, i dunno u all well either. just a friend, or fellow odacer. sadly.
till now, im still thinking of how i felt 3 weeks back. what izlim said on the cemetery behind sji during pae, tat reminded me of my grandma, tat made me tear. but i tot, things are not the same anymore. i dun talk to him now. i think he's a good fatherly figure, but TOO BAD! i wanted to send sth to him on tr's day. but tat hectic week made me forget everyth.
jc life has been fun, but maybe the darkest moments so far in my life. both my maternal grandparents left, for the beautiful heaven. m i gonna use tat as an excuse for my poor results? ohwells. 'A' had better be better. aab.
im lazy to type alrd. cya soon.

#217; ndc, rod! (:

2009-08-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

the reason why i wake up so early
the reason why i'm excited bout marching in sch ndc
the reason why... i went for cibtc J08

the reason became unclear.
and clear.
&i was lost for a while.

i signed up for cibtc,
n now ~400days,
im passing out...

RVNP, iLu! <3

being the only one donning the blue uniform this morn,
i did feel awkward.
but but but... the tot of the mere awe that ppl might have in us, its all worthwhile.
last day u'll see me wearing boots in this blue uniform.
yesh, it's sad to part with it.
but i'll move on. (:

i tot, we sld have CIs hand-over too, so yt n qh can fully takeover. it's your show now. jyjy! we'll be there to help if we can. (: but still, i tot the batch before us ish zai. eric alan raymong yini keeann yonghao, thankyou for your help for the past year, ur shielded us from a lot. (: last year this time, 080808, u guys passed out, but but but. it's really nice to see ur back in unit to help us. (: thankyou thankyou. and now it's our turn too soon. really too soon. leaving the two behind. ppl jy. (: rvnp gogogo with love<3 bring the cc.comp spirit on! kok n ce, u've done a lot before i became a ci, im sure ur efforts have been recognised. well done! *pats on ur shoulders. (: mx, sr, deb, thankyou for coming down today. and the food! (: rvnps2o7; thankyou! for leading the unit for the past year. u guys have really really grown a lot a lot. i feel old... incoming NCOs; thankyou for the montage, oh unglam pics. xP sec twos? ty for the gift... erm? hahas. officers; for the guidance u've given me, and the many stories that you've shared. (: THANKYOU!

216; run with jones.

2009-02-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

YAY!
im so glad i completed the 20 rds today.
whahaha. (:
it was at a freaking 2:30 pace.
breathing was alright.
just legs burning. wah cool.

(:

215; running

2009-02-08T21:08:00.002+08:00

my timing really sucks now.
ran 8 rounds with rena glenn n best fren (dua jia).
20:51! argh. cant even do 15min fer 2.4km.

and my 2.4 timing is now 14:45.
this sucks! im gonna break 13 this year. gogogo angel!

214; nvm 09

2009-02-08T21:02:00.002+08:00

CJ ODAC BXI!
NVM 09;
1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th!
CHALLENGE SHIELD DEFENDED!

i might sound like an ass to say that hey, i actually had hoped we'll lose the challenge shield, so odac can feel the pain, n other odacs in sg can celebrate.
but ohwells. whilst waiting for teams to come down, i was "pacing" up and down too, no! i tried to stay calm. otherwise, adding on to the tense atmosphere doesn't help.

but anw, CONGRATS cjc teams 1-4. YOU GUYS ROCK.
&HAPPYBIRTHDAY OLIVIA! :D

213; project EXODUS completed!

2008-12-19T12:45:00.003+08:00

13.23; shall be the timing im goin to break next year.
haven been running, dun tink i can break it now.
uh mayb two min per round will be a prob even.
awww.

dear dudes n dudettes, sry fer not updating.
i officially declare tat i haven blog fer 3 mths!
woots. LOL so much fer saying i wanna post every mth.
hmmms. i'll try harder. (:

catholic junior college singapore
an hoa center
5-13 december 2008
project exodus
SUCCESS!

spent >$4k to refurbish houses, buy children stationeries/gifts, buy them snacks, buy elderly blankets...
9days was all well-spent. even tho i skipped odac trg, missed many fun moments with my children...
i gained more frens, n got to know them better. spending 9 days in a foreign land tgt, was indeed not easy.
&what's more, its with ppl u've only met fer mayb 2 mths? but we all had only one goal, to improve the vietnamese's lives. (:

photos are up fer catch at friendster and facebook. (:

i did my reflections, tried to be reflective, but i better not post it here? ask me if u wanna read. (:

14dec.
yet another meaningful day.
it was make a wish children christmas party as suntec.
we made beading for their names, while my aunty donated most of her precious soft toys.
(:

sadded- couldn't spend the day with dear. but still, happy 10mths!
waiting fer his return from genting.
oh whys everyone goin genting only now?
eeyer.

212; unfit.

2008-09-07T17:03:00.002+08:00

ohman. i just saw the new timetable. no pe. no exercise? grow fat n die. no prac. n we end latest, 2pm. good or bad? 2pm ish damn early. damn go home oink one. better start studyin. i wan to do well in promos. or at least pass. byebye abb. haish. disappointment. sian.

blah. marmi just went to airport. thailand, visit warehouse. sian. politically unstable... nvm. she will be blessed. (:

randomised. pb 2.4 :: 13:23 (:
i wan to improve. hope to run a 10k soon. aft bein inspired by nike+ human race 10k. i meant not the walkers. but the real runners. (: yeah. good job done. let me recall, yyt, ty, edwin, jh, donana, jj, rah, yanling, dorville, qiaowen n huiyi? hee. stupid ppl who walked. r toopid. walk fer shirt. n ppl wanna run c/x join. n we got XL brand plain black tee. eee. but the concert was good. (:

zoo run. oh zoo walk? ppl walk when i jog. n i hafta jog. cos im slow. my bad, sry. first part kinda killed me. breathing was bad. almost died out. full stop. no more about zoo run. i guess i was too tired tat day. nvr take bf. no energy. at least i made to zoo. ppl may hate me fer bein so slow. i dun care. i finished 21k tis i noe. thankyou rah fer jogging beside me. (: n johnjohn sry ar i toot toot offload fer ppl. den u hafta carry. okies, i wasn myself tat day. man. how can i hav no energy to whack stupid. but i regained my power aft zoo. mayb the rain woke me up. at first i tot 4h quite long a time. but no. haven look at primates. eee. night safari was a good experience, tho short. dorville tour was damn informative. thanks! (: tram was a bit sian. her accent sounded grouse. okies lahs. but quite fun. last time lyk hey, look there! pig, ele, monkey. now can say sth else. (: oh its quite irritatin to hear someone say binturong ish a babirusa. taxo can be enriching. but i suck at it.

ropes lvl 2.
yay! i passed. i tot he'll fail me. hands sweaty, took some time to open carabiner. kiasi, french prusik too tight. heh. but my bum hit the ground still. ppl said i looked calm during test tho. ehs? i took a lot of time to calm myself one. at first c/x COAT. damn sian. just this affinity wif ropes. i noe i just love it. cc/ropes. mayb i'll die wif a rope arnd my neck in future? LOL. anw... ppl who haven clear, no worries, mug hard. n then practise hard aft promos. (:

oh.
tho i din realli study during hols.
i had fun.
thankyou my kids.
hahas.
wonder how many i have?
erm. 31 on fri. heh.
the other no. i cant rmb.
(:

have fun mugging!

211; updates!

2008-08-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

hahas.
i guess every post will be titled updates from now on?
cos its lyk a monthly update.
LOL;

many things happened in this one month.
n i told dear tat sian, dowan blog.
but each time i visit this site, im touched by u guys who tagged.
thankyou, i feel loved.
n i update fer ur sake ! (:
huisy frequents this page more than i do.
she reminded me of running log.
hmmm.
one month has passed, haven started on it.
but im taking note of timings now.
its impt to me.
to improve each time.

&so.
i lost some dates.
but timings, PB;
2.4- 13:50 (:
13rounds- 29:20sth-improved by half a min?
good gal.
hahas.
alvin lyks to call me notty gal.
eee.
my next violence action victim!
yay!

oh cool.
had trg fer sch parade.
well done guys.
maybe drill not v good.
but im sure we were seh tat day. (:
n i screw up my perlahan lahs duh.
thanks starfish for the sabo.
argh. anw he's getting darker. XP
oh parade.
cool cool.
i met cool ppl.
hahas.
oh n we can take bus n go to prata hse eat.
heh. cool hor?
while the rest walk...
den sing song.
some gay guy.
shant name.
ahem.
i totally stunned when huisy told me bout tat guy bein a gay today.
eeeewk.
wat has the edrs coming to?
oh yeah.
den tat day bangra.
n class outing.
uh huh.
was supposed to be farewell.
but lyk i said, if it were, i won not go too.
ROD was more impt.
so aft goin out wif my beloved T20, went to rv.
ROD 2008!
first time go back, seniors last day.
how sad.
i feel the weight on my shoulders tho.
i realise how much our seniors mean to us.
oh n ray's a camwhore.
oh class outing.
ate at koba.
oh gay totally relied on ppl's leftovers. (:
n da point ish.
dere's tis cheena boy who started disturbing J.Lo
hahas. he kinda notty.
but quite cute.
sry i love kids, but no psychic.
oh so we video-ed.
oh he damn daring.
DEMANDED fer rena's phone.
eeyer.
n whack her.
n almost everyone bahs.
details r long.
try linking some T20s n read up. (:
n J.Lo fished out a 10 dollar note.
den he came in n take.
den they fake call police.
LOL. &he returned.
he's playful by nature, no harm. (:
whack all of us.
scolded me tian xia di yi chou. ouch.
but still, i found him quite cute.
he needed a fren to play wif bahs.

9aug.
bigday.
success!
morning went fer party.
disappointment wif tat rc member who doesn even noe the national pledge. damnher.
but i realised tat gweneth's a big gal. (: goodnews. she has prospect one luh.
cos we were waiting at cc.
den stupid arash went to scream n shout at them.
gweneth felt bad fer being late.
she din wan to go to party one.
she crossed the road, up the stairs to go home.
i gave chase.
stopped her.
n her mum came along.
this was wat the brave gal said: "wun u feel ashame tat u r late, n ppl r waiting fer u"
this line touched me.
she's really sensible.
every gal a leader. (: connect.
on the way to 128A, her mum was consoling her.
i almost teared too.
jiejie cares fer u, she goes to party wif u.
u'll make her upset if u dun go...
enuff, i'll tear.
im becoming wet lately. whys. emo. awww.
ntl day.
ndp.
frisbee. slippers broke. damnit.
not mine, i repeat.
but dunno whys so emo.
mayb all the accumulated stuff has a spark then.
haish.
a leader sld nvr show his/her weak side.
i did. m i still considered a leader? i wonder.
i ff everythin to ytd trg.
i seriously tink yanru did a good job.
ppl always neglect those whom has potential but haven show.
oh i meant eleven, say u understand.
i dun lyk "leaders" who scream n shout at ppl, esp when ppl r lyk same lvl as u. damnyou lahs. its pissing me off.
if u tink ur part of tat category, maybe its time to change?
autocraticism doesn work, anw, someone said we dun have l'dership. i wonder whys.
wats becoming of us?
i miss pae batch. closer. no backstabbing. or maybe i was the one who kana.
but. pae n now. still same faces, but whys do u grow twds the bad-er side?
i noe i can stay, b'cos i have ya'all, but i tink the gap widens by the day.
n hence we lost extinct man. how many more r we goin to lose?
oh. better not say so much. tis r my true feelings. guess none of u will see this, except those who has been here before. tis ish not directed at anyone, but everyone. if it doesn apply to u, good.
but if it does...
i realli dun feel lyk bein in a community where hunger for power ish so strong anymore. all these have evil motives behind luh. or may good, to get into other's good books. but no? tis sucks. i wonder whys ppl say we r hypocrites. i beg to differ. i dun lyk to be called one.
oh back to yanru, i tink ur sldn disturb him, u have no right u have no say. n u can nvr be free one day. i myself do laugh at him, at his silly actions/words, but dun u tink ur overdoing it. his not the sensitive type, he's outgoing. if not, we'll lose one more batchmate. ur a bunch of ppl whom doesn have much of compassion. im sry to say tat. some of u do have, ppl still can say sth else bout u, i cant defend tat tho. but i tink those wif l'dership, has better show it now. i do want to see real l'dership. im tryin to understand low's case. stop clicking arnd. i pity him a lil, but i still dun wish to speak to him. i hate his attitude. seriously.
the above was bad, i noe.
but i realli feel better to let it all out.
dun lyk to see this? shoo!
sry to show devilish side of angel.
oh. trg.
iz said this.
angel htc, cannot control class.
hmmm. rubbish-odac.
the story aint full.
i shant say.
anw somebody cut me when i wanted to explain wat.
stop acting infront of him guys.
can ur just be ur real self?
im sian alrd.
tired alrd.
dowan to say anythin alrd.
it just break my heart.
tearing agn.
see, so many things fer me to be upset about.
im bein strong alrd.
sometimes i cant.

nvm.
on a lighter note.
road marshals.
cool. first time. i can speak to ur. sad hor?
i dun go fer dinner. oh i dun bond. wateva. its late.
i dun lyk. n i realli have dinner at home.
i realli have alot of commitments.
im sry this cant be of top priority.
emoinggg...
erm, someone went lyk.
its not bout the money when i went lyk got money one.
i haven finish my sentence.
nvm. i wanted to say "its too much, we dun need tat"
fine. now u noe whys im disappointed at times.
but sometimes im part of it.
i failed to help.
haish.
hatred makes one upset.
i shant harp on it.
ARGH! pull ur hair!!!!!

WeLL!!!!
YAY!
i miss my kids.
but many din turn up.
oh i stunn... cs vol dunno each other one. ohhhh.
went to hg. yeah. drawing, fireman, intensimeter, microcont...
n then i was made to go arnd lyk a kuku today to show the 'tr-wanna-bees' arnd.
i hope they plan it well fer next week.

say no more.
it'll upset me more.
i can do it.
tmr's a better day.
oh. aunt turning 40!
hahas. XP

sry my bad.
i emo.
tmr gonna be good.
observance ceremony agn.
n walkathon.
n party!
n i feel cheated, filming. eee.

210; running log.

2008-07-18T01:16:00.002+08:00

angel has decided to do up a running log.
she realises the importance of it now.
yeah i hope its not too late?
budden i still dunno how to go about doin it.
lyk running condition?

angel
with jinjin, monday 11 rounds 23:23
with donana,debs, &gals, wed 15 rounds 34:30
hey gals, thankyous !
u all rock.
i noe my timing would have been worse off if ur were not dere to shout at me, esp jinshi. hahas.
she ish fierce, i swear.

oh regarding the letters, so sry fer da delay.
they have been in my bag fer one whole week, had wanted to amend it, improve it, write a better one fer everyone, aft knowing eveyone better. but...
yar. n since tat was written when i din realli noe everyone, some may not apply, but yar.
anw, anonymous ppl, toot! write ur name can? n to all, thankyous (: u guys showed me how i can be useful. n reminded me to speak up, show l'dership potential, etc.
ohoh, of cos angel ish nice, she's lame too, tho she's got legs. xD

log, BatchB: 10:56 (: yeah. we did tat tgt ! go ODAC !

tis morn.
uh stupid lahs.
done washing up at 0639.
oh. sure miss 0645 bus.
so go cook eggs n eat.
den go bus stop.
den bus driver dowan to open door agn fer me.
den took bus at 0710.
oh. lester said "angel u better run" when we reach sch bus-stop.
ohwells. helped gay to carry his blade.
abit de long.
i din hit it agst the steps lo.
erm.
oh ran, reached foyer.
tr told us to walk.
late liao anw.
i tot lester made it.
but hahas.
okies.
2nd time late.
tmr report to whoever tat ish.
n then if there were to be a third, DETENTION (:
n da class tot i pon sch.
n da class door was still locked.
terry collected key.
n i din go fer UGL wateva, according to mr. starfish (:
okies.
UGLs: next mon. 5pm stay back.
ta-das.
i wan to sleep now. (:
good nights man if ur readin tis now?

209; updated-

2008-07-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

hello.
angel ish here to save the day?

ppl, thankyou fer the continual support to my blog even tho it hibernated fer two months. i always have the urge to blog, but i noe i can nvr keep any post short, n hence no time to finish saying wat i wanna say?

but nvm, two months ish a long time.
i. angel completed her cibtc (: mc, rc, mc, poc on 20jun. thankyou echo n scorchers fer all the support along the way, n dear too fer errr. echo-ians noe tat. im now a p/ci, (: echo; rmb all the times we spent tgt in hta, fall back on them when things do not go ur way, rmb how much echo mean to us, how we all held hands n drop tears in everest rm. awww. i love echo!
ii. n b'cos of cibtc, i missed jun xp. wondered if odac-ers would have hated me, but no, they r still my batchXI. (: sry guys fer not being there physically, i din have the courage to sent ur off at the custom, cos i'll cry, i noe tat v well, i simply cant send my batchmates off n me staying here. awww. okies, history...
iii. kayak course, im a one star- (: thankyou comp team guys fer makin it memorable. (: din noe i can tok to many others too. i mean, i always stick to a few in odac. i treasure da frenship. (:
iv. mye, was a flop i swear, i din fail any, but the grades were "good" enuff to make a binomial. edbde. wtSHIT. i will work harder fer promos. meixi's working wif me. (: n maths has become my lousiest sub. i wanna cry, but i noe i hadn put in enuff effort, i had been complacent. i let many ppl down. sry.
v. xinyue's back in sg. (: fer two weeks onli :( but im glad i met her twice alrd. some met her 4times tho. eeyer. sqd outing, meiji's bdae celeb, camwhore, pretty faces, 4i reminscence- jj n yf goin on n on bout the times they copied my hw. awww. i do miss sec sch life. but jc life gonna b fruitful.
vi. bein more enthu in odac. tho i have cheerleading, i'll still attend odac whenever i can. i doubt i can go fer nov xp. i noe cannot oso must can. but i dowan to put the whole team down. 7/11 we ran. first time attempting to break 30min. i noe sure cannot one. but i tried fer 6rounds. n thanks mathias fer the 14th round. n sry fer causing everyone to be late. my bad; i'll make it in time next time, tmr? some would noe tat i sldn have run tat day, but i noe i cant tell odac-ers i cannot run due to wateva reason anymore. i haven been trg hard wif them. it was so much so i did my first 10 gst wif logs in 13min. n arm endurance. i couldn due the pull-up one. oh ppl take care of ur blister, bleeding ones are OUCH. awww.
vii. pam 4th ani. pulled gabby wif me. mayb i sldn have done so. made him emo fer some time. oh. but mayb he realises how fragile life can be n cherish his parents. oh parents. mr lim always like to to say, be grateful to ur parents. ponder. i saw pam mum crying agn. fer da 4th year. i knew she would anw. i tried to avoid her. lest i cry. but still, i met her. i din cry tho. i noe pam wants us to shine fer her. (: now's not the time to emo. but 4 years have passed, n nth has changed, i miss her so, n so did the MANY OTHERS. stay strong, life goes on. (:
vii. ohyar. haven post bout cheerleading yet. oh. i realised my movement quite ok. LOL. act enthu. if not stupid ccab person will call bro paul agn. uh huh. ne2, changed head dress wif sai. yeah. i went out wif beanie. heck ar. n i forgot the dance steps. opps. paiseh lahs. but i had fun. the parade was cool. march past. but sad, i missed the march-in.
viii. audi tmr. i hope we get into finals. $200 hd voucher. a treat fer da class. (: jiayous T20 ! we'll do it tgt. (:
x. 5months. (: i love you !

208; TRIBUTES (:

2008-05-08T19:09:00.009+08:00

heyhey.
i noe tis' kinda late but...
thankyou guys fer rmb-ing my bdae yeah?
loves.

sis + nike bottle (:

xinU's prezzie & card tat flew on da plane to sg. AIRMAIL-ed from aust. much touched. awww.

1T20-2may (: canvas shoe with lotsa love !

30apr- mum (: nike shoes!

1may-darling

sms
2may
2316; dear<3
2358; kehlim<3
3may
0000; qihui<3
0013; sijia<3
0658; JaneTong<3
0806; may<3
0819; yang<3
0840; yann<3
0921; kennard (:
0937; JERK :P
0952; rui<3>
1001; yang<3
1003; jie2ruth<3
1028; jiamin<3
1034; djcyx<3
1118; adelaine<3
1415; alvan (:
1439; huisy<3
1447; zhixian :D
1855; judith<3
2126; zhengxiang (:
2151; paul (:
2152; rena<3
2242; rian<3
????; jean<3
4may
1407; cheryl<3
5may
1456; yanlin<3

frenster
1may
1045 -siewling (:
2may
2135 -shihui :D
3may
2333 -bensonkoh (:
4may
0052 -jonchua (:
1803 -chunkiat :D
2132 -kwanloong (:
5may
1131 -reen <3
1216 -nana (:

thankyou guys;
much loved <3
well... as ur can c, i dunno how to upload pics onto da exact position. LOL; do enlighten me (:

ytd.
chocs from mrKAM. hee.
da key to doin well in maths: eat da choc from maths god. (:
NDP trg (:
lag !
other jcs haven learn 2nd part.
so they went thru agn.
a bit of waste time.
but okies, refresh memory.
then. practised shoulder stand.
not bad.
went smoothly.
i went up onto handsome dragon w/o much shivering n was quite stable.
fyi, dere wasn't any mats liao.
omg. i flew !
5plus liao then move to mock platform.
rehearsed da enterin n exitin.
LOL;
look fer angel at X 62. (:
i shant comment on other schs alright?
LOL; they a bit sot sot one.
cj, quiet. aha.
ohwells.
da instructor fer aj.
not at all acbc man.
eeewk.
gross lahs.
many went lyk shuddup lahs.
n i felt lyk slappin her.
watch her actions/behaviour.
so damn act cute sia.
TBT. tak buleh tahan.
then then over liao.
rena pris ade n angel were sittin on da sit-up wateva u call tat.
hahas. seemingly gayish. LOL.
ham did reverse pull-ups. hahas.
his arm power ish imbah.
played slappin hands on da bus.
awww.
toopid yip ish imbah.
he hits wif one hand onli.
ur left hand can start bruising (:
lyk mine & jared's.
hahas. saddist ppl lyk us...
oh oh.
sally n qing so wanted to wave to strangers.
but no one seem to turn to look?
eee. if not it wld b damn fun.
hahas. self-entertainment. (:
yesh yesh yesh huh.
reach sch kinda late liao.
went fer odac.
oh key passed to security guard.
cos office close liao.
c how late we were?
oh-deck. discussed farewell thingy.
uh huh.
vp marcus was lame.
he sent shoes up to stand dere.
then he went "shuxian, whens our farewell"
shoes replied "i dunno" & ran off.
errr.
hahas.
oh oh.
i dunno wat to say.
yeah yeah.
came home.
kinda late.
eat bathe.
on da comp.
chat- J.Lo toot. his CHINSES oral was better than usual he said.
n he told lao shi i did read passages to him everyday. cool.
thanks boy.
do my lesson plan.
argh.
slept at 12plus.
my beauty.

jintian.
woke up 6plus?
still hafta make breakfast.
dilly-dally.
missed bus.
took 7plus bus.
but still not late fer sch.
hehe.
just in time fer assembly.
oh man.
i so so so cannot sing ntl anthem now.
da voice cant get projected out.
hahas.
u sld ask those who stand infront of me at morn ass.
they sure dudiao one.
opps.
meet htc...
yada-yada.
oh. design costume fer racial harmony day ar?
omg. shun doesn wan to do.
who else can draw mans?
perhaps angel?
hahas. den i'll pity da couple who ish wearin my costume.
xP

oh nvm. tat aside.
wasn v guai.
heh. din do maths tut.
but kam was usual nice. (:
n lectures all the way.
sian.
uh nono.
open close close close open took da phy lec period fer GP.
eee. n he said half an hour.
in da end one hour oso not enuff.
n he din finish markin da scripts.
n he din go thru AQ.
da lesson could hav been more productive if he had printed da ans fer us.
n we can listen to him.
im realli slow today.
couldn register anythin.
write damn slowly.
haish.
then was GP lec.
more of hist lesson lahs.
UN LON Cold War USSR G Korean War USA.
totally lost liao.
don was rather interested tho?
cos he din take hist last time.
hahas.
coalition ish a proportionally represented party rite?
uh. i told him one party one leader at first.
opps. paiseh steoGPP lahs.
final draft next mon lehs.
n RAMP, happy smoking. (:
econs. awww. missng leavin us. sad-ed.
went thru essays, case-study blahblahblah.
LOL; my 10m essay 4pages. 8/10
15m one twopages? 3/15 erms.
hahas.
then was pe.
kaipin. (: slack pe lesson. hehe.
run arnd sch one round.
guys 3:50, gals 4:20
angel did it in 4:01. slow yesh yesh yesh.
but im glad i made it up da slope.
hahas. den 3times up slope n down.
n 3more. (: go 20!
n then. dismissal fer gals.
lag hor?
guys PUB. (:
waited fer open close close close open to return GP.
then pkt dinner from sch.
n home swt home. (:
shant lag.
time to bathe.
n do work.
pack bags.
yesh, fer tmr trg n sat's.
polish boots !
sian.
alrights.
tmr ppl start sch at 11 aka onli phy tut fer me.
but 3h GP test. awww.
my beauty.
kkay.
off to mug. (:
stop slacking.

YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING !
:D jiayous.

207; happie burfdae angel (:

2008-05-02T19:09:00.003+08:00

LOL;

im typing more

more more more more more more more more more more

for all my sqdmates esp shirui !

i swear i din copy n paste da above. (:

alrights.

since i haven seen u fer lyk 3 weeks?

sry lahs. realli v busy.

if onli i took arts lyk meixi, who ends so damn early everyday.

argh. grrrrrr. btw, haven forgotten my bdae hor? xP

i wan my present ! yeah i DEMAND it. hee. :D

where sld i start?

ohwells cibtc day 0 tmr.

God bless the birthday gal (:

i hope i dun get screwed.

sqdmates, im goin to da course fer ur (:

sports carnival.

uh. kinda boring.

we sat dere, bridge n bridge n bridge.

cos T20 din qualify fer any of da events, so who do we support?

bridge lahs !

oh yeah.

trs race, our teachers can run can?

fer non-cjcians, 60 trs ran.

6grps, 5males 5females.

each can choose to run 80m, 8000cm or 0.080km.

LOL; i merely copied IZ lim.

it was a nice run, yesh yesh yesh huh.

man, he's gonna b lyk my hardcore idol.

i serious love to read his odac letters.

hahas. ask me fer some eg.

but warning: it may not be interestin to u,

cos it does not relate to u. (:

oh yeah.

then netball.

20 vs 21 = win

20 vs 34 = thrashed

20 vs 15 = 2-3. awww.

btw, angel played in da game where we got thrashed.

okies, i know i dun do nice wif BALLS.

but nvm, its da sportsmanship rite?

we still cheer da other classes on. (:

oh. then then then.

my class was so so so sian.

started cam-whorin.

guys too yesh yesh yesh.

LOL; pics on frenster.

T20 all the way !

took wif J2s too.

yesh yesh yesh.

quite cool, cos got many peeps,

but v blur photos, ahem.

oh. then went town wif 2T20.

onli to ps them when we reach swensen.

opps sry.

our class live on budget meals.

uh huh.

some ppl bushuang.

but still.

to cine we went.

ate pasta.

while ps agn to koba.

wanted to go there too.

but agn, "HTC ps" will sound in my ears agn.

GRR !

n yesh.

2T20 guys came along n ate at pasta too.

so they did ps their classmates too.

ahem.

ohwells.

budget !

oh. bought movie tix.

16 watchin?

da tix was so so so long.

but angel din watch.

guess they still watchin now lahs.

n we went arcade.

n da person says no cjc shorts.

n we went to take neoprint.

yeah !

guys do take neoprints.

jerk/joker/yip say no, dowan take.

but somehow his face in one of those pics.

eee.

btw tat machine kinda cool.

u can infrared da photos into ur phone.

cool rite?

its PRETTY in TOKYO, da first machine on da left.

LOL;

v detailed rite?

den we cut neoprint.

lol duh rite.

den i went home.

ohyeah.

im missing well liao.

one more month, i cant go well.

cos cibtc n ndp n blah blah blah.

argh !

da last one was vol's trg.

where deshawn kennard alvin peijoo soph were dere,

tgt wif kiachuen yantian sharon shinbin etc.

where i saw tis XINYUE western food.

yeah. we din eat dere.

but i specially went to da banner n ka-cha !

hahas. here u go.

yeah.

aft tat.

we brought 2/3 kids to northpoint.

scavenger hunt.

heh.

my grp din come in last.

alvin n deshawn grp did. xP

den we took tis:

aiya.

can stop here?

can lahs. (:

say u'll miss me if i mia agn, (:

206; relive !

2008-04-29T21:19:00.002+08:00

guys, my bad.
i was wondering whys no archive for mar n apr.
den i realised my last post was 12feb.

ohwells.
all ur care n concern ish my greatest support. thankyou !
sry fer da v v late reply.
here u go.
yang; im fine. (:
yanlin; im glad ur here everyday. now still? hahas.
yyt; (: alright.
qihui; stayin strong, i miss u !
steph; uh huh. im fine. how would i forget u?
xinyue; im fine. (: i miss u !
yuge; thankyou (:
shirui; im back !
huimin; hello, linked. (:

n now here i go.
was readin da email haoting sent da current ncos.
it almost make my eyes water agn.
argh. rvnp just mean a lot to me.
it shaped me into wat i m today.
n gave me tis group of v v nice frens, buddies, sqdmates !
i love them all !
std drop? fred not.
ppl, we'll help da juniors n brin rvnp back to its glorious years.
RVNP SOLID SAH !
i'll do my bit fer rvnp, i grad from cibtc. (:

odac.
i dunno.
i'll say there hav been rumours of me wantin to quit odac.
but true.
cos i realli dunno wat i wan.
n odac ish realli tough fer me.
physically n mentally.
all da morning runs, long runs n talks.
budden, i still decided to stay on.
i dowan to disappoint tis grp of ppl who hav been dere fer me since da start of tis year.
da 24 who went fer march xp n still in odac, da other 11 2nd intakers.
we r one batch XI.
i cant thank ur enuff fer all da "go angel"
ur r da ones tat made me push on even tho i noe i was dyin.
ur r da ones who made me stay alive till now.
ur r da ones whom i c as my batch XI.

argh.
i nid to bathe.
n mug.
sry ar.
i try to blog at least once a week?

cya arnd.
(:

205; bad start.

2008-02-12T19:23:00.000+08:00

not tryin to emo.
but it's realli not a good start fer tis rat year.
grandma passed away peacefully on 5feb.
ohwells.
was on 132 wif mathias.
then my dad called me.
i din noe how to react.
it was onli aft i reach da grandstand den i started cryin.
yesh, i cried.
went to return brian's cd.
den to general office.
sat in bro paul office to write letter.
uh huh.
n i went back home.
got changed.
n rushed down to ah ma hse.
ritusl started arnd 2?
sat was siang tng.
onlookers came even closer to look lahs.
hahas.
alright, siang tng aint common.
uh.
but we onli noe tat we hafta go 30 rounds n throw a 5/10cent coin each time we cross nai he qiao.
sun was da day of cremation.
arranged flower on her coffin.
cried agn.
uh yesh.
cried many times in b/w.
but yar.
whilst goin round her coffin n throwin josspapers.
tears rolled down agn, uncontrollably.
but we all din cry when we sent her off.
yesh, she went off in peace.
to mandai, service hall.
all were dry.
to viewin hall.
cries came along agn.
angel was smart enuff to bring a tissue box.
we cried.
all the way to da bus.
joel even cried all da way to san qing gong.
yesh, her new home's dere.
went back to ah ma hse.
damn shacked.
decided not to go home.
uh haven gone home fer one week.
tat was da 7th day.
totally couldn't slp.
next day.
fever sorethroat.
argh.
to mandai to collect her ashes.
den to san qing gong.
i started vomittin.
initially tot was just motion sickness.
uh okies.
i was sick alrd.
vomitted a second time.
back to ah ma hse.
totally lay on da bed.
oink.
din eat anythin tat day.
cos everythin will just b thrown out.
back home.
vomited agn.
a 3rd time.
oink agn.
to 8am tis morn.
to da doc.
gastric flu, he said.
came home, oink.
now, its time fer hw !
alright.
happy new year guys.
n yeah,
v.day's comin too !

204; reviews.

2008-01-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

; L1R5 of 10 fer Os [14]
; [w/o CCA/hmt] - 10
; get into SAJC ! [stayin in cjc]
; A1s fer am & em & ... [achieved A1s]
; at least B fer ssHIST, hcl, chem [B3s]
; ace geog, phy, el [din make it; B3s :( ]

ohwells.
kinda sad if i reflect on my results.
it totally sucks.
but i dunno?
i was so happy tat day.
i just wanted to stay in cjc.
sajc, no more.
i cmi.
sad-ed.
i got lyk w/ bonus 10, sajc 8.
sobs.
but cjc frens r nice too.
so stay. (:
oh yeah.
more ppl r comin over !
weijie, wesley?
hahas.
my pri sch frens (:
n yeah.
xueqi? sasa?

dunno lahs.
soon i'll noe.
O2 on 20feb !
cant wait fer tat !
argh.
econs lecture by reganathan r BORING.
i slept thru it ytd.
yesh, angel did oink-ed.

203; angel din die agn !

2008-01-23T19:33:00.000+08:00

ODAC.
50sets of GST.
gosh.
i was lagging behind.
but odac ppl r damn nice.
they waited me.
last few sets.
held hand n do.
felt so much easier.
thankyou guys !

ohwells.
did onli 25 ytd.
n its lyk done in one hour?
today?
i dunno.
n dun wish to noe.
hmmm.
n tat was done in sets of 5.
n we get a minute break aft every five sets.
argh.
today.
one min break onli aft 10sets.
oh.
dere was a 5min water break.
yesh yesh.
n tat was aft we did 30sets.
oh yesh yesh yesh.
how can i miss tis out?
aft ten sets, its ten push-ups n ten sit-ups.
cool rite.
so we did fifty push-ups n fifty sit-ups.
n 50sets of GST of cos.
even tho i lagged,
im still glad i completed it. (:
thanks to CY n irony who cheered me on.

O levels results release tmr;
nervous guys?
hmmm.
but things can b changed liao.
just pray hard.
n good luck.
may u all ace all sub. (:

BEST OF LUCK;
start pickin up clover leaves. (:

oh yeah, fri no sch !
hehe.
but got odac trg.
opps.

202; BLISTERS !

2008-01-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

B
L
I
S
T
E
R
S

oh how did they come about?
mornin run !
outside sch; to dyson rd n back.
2rounds on track.
say its cool !
yeah. im still glad i onli started walkin when im reachin sch.
my legs totally nua diao.
n stitches, as usual.
but its coolin to run early in da morn tho.
n da bus ride super fast.
n da sch super dark.

PE.
25sets of GST.
oh nono.
not Goods and Services Tax,
BUT GRANDSTAND TORTURE !
oh i did 10 sets on da steps.
higher frequency, but shorter wavelength.
my legs r short, mind you.
den pumped.
&home sweet home !

ODAC trg tmr.
50sets of GST?
gosh.
hallelujah.
i hope my legs wun turn into jelly (literally).

201; updates (:

2008-01-20T16:03:00.001+08:00

5.96km run with odac;
9rounds on 333m track with 1T14 (:

plus i forgot my keys on thurs.
n i forgot my phone on fri.
argh.
oh yeah.
din go fer odac on fri.
went back to rv.
yeah cadets were havin promo theory.
but my sq went fer dry shoot.
awww.
ohwells.
RVNP- myLOVE!
it was still fun to return to a place which i belong.
:D

goin back agn on fri?
RESULTS !
argh.
pls let me do well.

AMEN !

200 ; last of 2007

2007-12-30T23:15:00.001+08:00

all dudes n dudettes;
im sry fer not bloggin fer so long.
n i received no tags too.
sad-ed. :(
oh wells.
nvm im busy u noe.

let me c.
i last ended at prom night.
oh wells.
then came
-RED CAMP 4;
NINJAS !
SUSHI !
-icecubes chalet (:
-Camp Unity;
21st, ..., 103rd.
LOL, met many ppl. nice ppl i meant. (: hmmm yesh, we met at da camp. n we went out tgt twice. Chris even got me present. n shihui. n yiqin, yesh with her handmade gingerbread man. (:

dec;
was super tied down with WeLL.
[6]mtg
[8]mtg
to plan fer party n camp. n not to mention da many shoppin trips. on tat camp week? we went out everyday to shop. yesh, i mean everyday.
[15-16]Nurture Camp
was fun tho. met fun ppl. more bonded wif vols. woots captured deshawn's "an xiang" slp. LOL; i din use tat word. kennard did. weird plus uberr lame guy. wait; i wanna mention so many names. but i nid to summarise. oh wells. yini was dere too. njc floorball... POOH;- nurasyikeen, asman, nadia, fazira, PRISCILLA, LIXIN, thineshwaran, mugan, ... lol i cant rmb. but those in caps r super cute. (: hubert too. p/s; i hav his pic wif pris. (: i love their carols, i love sleepin under da stars, i love losin daidee to alvin n nick, i love shootin da moon [ lol, i win initially... until da trio ganged up agst me], i love slpin alone all inside da slpin bag lyk a caterpillar? i love them all.
[21]Rotary Club party at Goodwood Park hotel
i repeat, i had sushi, v yummy mushroom soup, siew mai, har gow, ... good food lahs. hahas.
[22]mtg fer party.
[30]party
&yesh, spent da whole week on deco too. darn. but heng it turned out well.

bahs. & my dad ish naggin behind me bout goin out everyday to do WeLL stuff.
shuts. im off.

199; DS AL CODA !

2007-11-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

19nov

grad nite was fun ! (:
totally enjoyed ourselves. but all good things always come to an end. =( sad-ed. my hair was done by 2pm, LOL. i noe its early. lotsa spray; my hair's fragile now. &it still smells of da hairspray. =/ ohwells. was supposed to b curled. but ended up a messy hairstyle, but cool ! came home. ate my brunch at 3pm. then changed. n went to shaw centre. i so didn't take all da way to newton n realised i overshot. LOL; so i crossed over. n took some bus. da bus driver doesn noe where's shaw centre either. called mum. n realised it's opp farE. reached opp farE. called qihui's mum. she's a total navigator. (: she guided me all da way up on da phone. hmmm. went to tis shop JAN et LEE. tat sells accessories. ohwells. da young lady boss did make-up fer us. (: hahas. i attempted to do mascara myself since she had a customer. n i totally screwed up. my eyes just cant stop blinkin. i do look lyk a panda. (x opps. but as a pro, she manage to savage it. (: yada-yada. sat dere fer one hour plus. n my make-up was done ! cabbed down to swiss merchant court wif my dear TAITAI. snapshots on da way;

yeah &of cos, we were late, lyk many others. xP yiming n yuge were waiting fer us. erm n junkai n xiaojun were standing arnd too. they asked me to turn anrd. i dunno whys? well... i din. went in n gathered wif da others. registered &we blindly followed da guys to da table. hahas. we din even find out which table we were suppoed to sit. =P went to pee. HAHAHA! another phototaking session ! programme started, emcees were jiateng n beiru. seniors. first up was a SUPERBAND. hee. i mean, they look lyk one. (: oh yeah. da first course was up. five treasures cold dish. i tot there's shark's fin, birdnest, abalone, nah ! well... we had to wait fer them to finish wif their formation. LOL; heling n i simply ate alot (: hahas. our table mates ate lil. eee. then photos n photos (: jiamin sang well. oh cos lahs. jiamin lehs. (: yingying sang, erm i din c xianghui huggin her. eee. went to the loo wif qihui. n took photo wif debbra there. erms. KAHSING's dance was hot. everyone stopped wateva they were doin. includin da SCs n waiters/waitresses.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=jVN3RHL57nY (:

it was simply FUN.
thankyous:-
;unisex salon fer the hair
;Miss Janet Lee fer da make-up
;whoever fer da dress
;mum fer paying fer heels n handbag

check out the photos (:

18nov

PCF grad ceremony (: YEC mtg , JOEL's cooking show. duh.
morning 9am went to cc le. onli to noe tat da programme starts at 10am, which clashes wif my mtg. but i managed to listen to chermaine's speech. hahas. spent some time chattin wif nic. oh how long hav i not seen him? hmmm. his sis, best in EL, rep to present speech in EL, plays piano. another gal. best in CL, rep to present speech in CL, performin keyboard n violin. WHOA ! imagine she's onli 6. hahas. i've nvr done any of those. =/ eee. but i din watch their dance n everythin. LOL; but managed to listen to THAT SONG.
it's I, it's I, it's I who build community...
typical song. it onli shows tat da conference rm ish not sound proof. =/ uh. i din prepare to report anythin. heng i handed in my report n sophia printed it out (: went home. slack-ed then cabbed to ah ma hse. on da way bought strudel (: durian n strawberry ! oh everyone were dere liao. ah ma bdae lehs. ate strawberry strudel. oh joel din kope my crisp huh. (: then asked fer jiu bin. hahas. my nail polish was totally unglam. uh. n everyone had a chance to doodle. end up my nails all diff design. =/ adults mahjong-ed. n joel suggested frying eggs. hahas. how many eggs did he fry tat day? hello? home econs lesson ish helpful kk? we were made to eat, of cos. hahas. then uncle bought boon teng kee chicken rice. n half a duck. (: not bad not bad. i was, as usual da last one to finish my food. (: then i fell aslp on da sofa. LOL; n when it was time to go, i borrowed stuff to do my nails. (: tat night, i was so happy. LOL, i've been spendin time on my nails fer a few nights, n all i get was some ugly nails. ohwells, my DIY nails r beautiful (:

17nov

SAJC Open House
went there wif yanlin. we met at tiong. n went all da way to potong pasir. (: havin not gone there fer a long time, i was quite good alrd, to b able to find da place. uh altho i did go da wrong way. hahas. i went da COR way. den recalled i sld walk past da canteen, da Jacob Balans bridge. uh huh. SCs were waiting fer us alrd. got some pamplets. n we anyhow walk. LOL; we din noe bout guided tour. but nvm lahs. we r pro. (: went to cultural centre wif da help of a nice student. (: dance performance. whoa. da SA spirit. everyone cheered. next up was principal's talk. HAHAHA ! students quickly ran out. xP then went to subject talks. history, abit of phy, mathematics. almost fell aslp in maths. erms da lecturers onli tell us tat all sub r tough. well, includin maths. i guess, we sldn study. hahas. they all tell us its tough. hist was quite heavy. but sounds interestin. abit close to wat we've learn. but he said our knowledge r not helpful in As. =( phy was alright. i guess i better take sci. erm maths n music, maths n arts, no LINK ! who cares. then met EDMUND LAU. rmb-ed him as da one who did flash wif mrs jenny yeo & put his name bigger than mrs yeo's. hahas. he guided us to da shoe-bag counter. (: we got our shoe-bags n bottle of water. tat was so cute. then went off. SAJC ppl r nice souls. (: once a saint, always a saint. i wanna b a saint ! tat day i was v late fer well. hahas. ppl finish workin liao den i reach.

14-16nov

ICECUBES fouri chalet-
11 at je. on da bus then i realised i forgot my sch belt. =/ anw, i was da onli one early. oh or were we suppoed to meet at control? hahas. i reached at 10.59 outside popular. 12icecubes walked to imm. then filled a trolley wif our bags. (: bought stuff. ate lunch. yiming, qihui n myself shared a bowl of soup. then 3bowls of noodles. quite nice. but i din finish my food. =/ walked back to je. oh i din carry any shopping bags. xP waited fer some others. 18 of us now. (: we took da train to boonlay. n occupied da whole cabin. (: went to our chalet. erms. wanted to cycle, but all bikes were rented out. =/ then started fire. qihui, xianwen, zhirong n myself. oh qihui was da main one. hahas. den bbq. somehow xianwen was weird tat day. he offered to cook fer ppl. (: suddenly he's nice. xP okies he's nice. by night, there were 26 of us. mrs phua, miss phua, desmon also came. (: hahas. miss phua ish cute. huikoon n jiayi din scare her off lo. hahas. she pulled mrs phua's hand n asked her to go home. =/ hahas. she oso grabbed her handbag lahs. budden. i came up wif da fishball. xP i tink she ate 4? tat night we slept at 3am? aft a refreshin bath n a cup of noodles. (: took da floor wif liyan. den went to da bed n sleep. somehow we woke up. n it was da guys turn to slp. 6am. brushed n slack-ed; lay down on da mattress agn. until 7plus. went to macs wif liyan to da bao. da rest ate in at food court. ate in chalet. erms. cleared two batches of rubbish. our bin was alrd full. we threw into our nice neighbour's. those who ate at da food court took a long time to come back lahs. eee. cycled. yeah. finally. but i made a wrong choice to ride a double bike. it was so high. eee. thanks to my saviour yiming, she carried me lahs. then we stopped fer a drink. aft tat. nice kahsing n dixon exchanged our bikes. (: hehe. we can ride mountain bikes liao. (: hahas. it din start off smooth fer them too. their bikes fell twice. xP erm our stuff fell out too. then yiming had to go. n it drizzled. so we returned da bikes. then all other gals went home. except qihui, jiaxin n myself. ate lunch at bk, shared swiss bk chicken wif qihui(: went to da arcade. erm qihui had so much fun. xP then kahsing n yujun had a great time wif their ddr. back to chalet. join da guys in murderer. (: hahas. im a pro murderer. i "killed" everyone except yujun. xP then more went home. left wif 8. went fer dinner. shared a plate of rice agn wif qihui. hahas. then we got our jackets. n went to tampines mall fer STARDUST. nice show (: ppl go watch. then zhirong joined us. yeah 9ppl now. (: bathed. forced to play one round of guess who. n went to bed wif my wet hair. dun care le. was too tired. yeah. gals took da bed agn. oh. there's a guy. woke up in da mornin n found yiqian on da floor. xP p/s; kahsing elbows ppl when he slps. xP hahas. washed up. packed everythin. n off to sch. jiayi refused to change into sch u n leave. so we had to wait fer him at harbourfront. ohwells. i guess he's styling his hair. 9.30am we were still at da bus-stop. he left his wallet in da toilet. erms. nvm lahs. late le anw. luckily no one took it. (: opps. im finally late fer sch. fer ONCE in four years. we were nagged at, of cos. da briefin was abit fei. eee. waste time. Q-ed up in reg no. opps. mrs phua went lyk "chairperson!". hahas. my name was spelt as Angel Chia Cai Ben. errr. had to come back n collect da vetted one. went fer breakfast. 12 went back to sch. onli to get back our testi at 1. how efficient. went back to vivo. to join qihui n lihe. spent a great lod of time to persuade lihe. erms. n i was late fer dental. ohno. still hafta go home n get retainers. aiya. saw cher-e n met xianwen n his mum. (: hahas. appt at 2.15pm n i reach at 3pm. oh no. so sry. took impressions fer a new retainer. gettin it on 29nov.

TA-TAs. (:

198; CHRISTMAS ISH ROUND DA CORNER !

2007-11-13T16:52:00.000+08:00

We Were the Reason

As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
And all the gifts and toys we know we’d find
But we never realized
A Baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

Chorus
We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost, He gave all He could give
To show us a reason to live

As the years went by, we learn more about gifts
And giving of ourselves, and what it means
On a dark and cloudy day
A Man hung crying in the rain
Because of love, all because of love

Chorus

I’ve finally found a reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him
ln all that I do, every word that I say
I’ll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost, He gave all He could give
To show us a reason to live

He is my reason to live

(: sharing one of my fave songs, Christmas carol, Christian song... u cant deny tat its a beautiful song! yeah &of cos, its my blog bg music. i used to onli noe how to sing da chorus, but im glad i can sing da whole song. nice song. ppl, its time to pick up some Christmas Carols ! &Christmas prezzie. HAHAHA ! yesh, i mean MY present (:

uh huh. first day of hols. i can tell u its boring alrd. but i better shut up. in case when sch reopens, i'll start regrettin. all da hw n projects n wateva will come onto me. suffocating me. pressurizing me. but dun tink pessi, pressure makes da best out of oneself. (: these was shared by aloy ong. last year. when da poor chem studs had to stay back n mug. &yesh, its true ! w/o pressure, one starts slackening n everythin. oh wat did i do today?

2.30am-went to bed

12nn-woke up by my mum's call

yada-yada. then from da time i jumped out of bed to now, i've onli ate two paos. drank water. sort contacts. n here, bloggin. oh yeah, did mtg report too. &realise da email tat chris sent went into bulk aft havin emailin him tat i receive no email from him. opps. duh i was expecting my cousin. LOL; whys aint she here? oh nvms. &i haven return da vcds my dad asked me to return. he's so gonna screw me when he gets home in... 15min. ohman. save me!

tmr's class chalet. oh wells. start packin. argh. still hafta brin sch u, white shoes. plus meet at 11am at je. uh. i dun stay at da west area. =(

i so hav nth to blog. alright BYEBYE !

197; A MONSTER FREED ME !

2007-11-13T00:43:00.000+08:00

LOL; i wrote tis on my phy qn paper pg 17;
"freed from da clutches of the monster called "O"s... "
duh >.<>
i can tell im lame. mayb da aft effects of so much studyin.
&come to tink of it. i realli dunno if i hav put in my best effort.
its lyk im studyin da day before da paper.
or makin use of da wkend.
im not realli prepared.
except fer am/em.
im gonna ACE it with A1!
i hafta. if not. my L1R5 ish disgustin i swear.

da rest. papers r easy. but im dumb.
may hav chosen da wrong options,
written da wrong ans.
dunno whys.?
my hand doesn listen to me.
chem p1. chose >11As at first.
felt so sth ish not right.
so i changed ans fer quite a few qn.
n if da ans ish da b4 editted one.
im so not gonna get pissed.

i wonder whys some ppl dunch check their work.
ohwells. u see. if da first attempt was correct...
da options r so close.
so when u say paper one no kick, do tink twice (:
it can easily get u an A, or pull u down.

prelims chem. got my worst score fer paper one.
horrible. din fail. but 20+ nia.
yeah. paper two aint any better.
so i got an F9. whoa.
mod to C6.
its not gonna happen in Os.
but i tink i screwed up my chem. =(

phy was easy tho.
i hope i get full marks.
hahas. no lahs.
38/40 i happy liao. (:
but if i could hav gotten 40/40, whys not.
hello? i used da time to doodle.

geog paper one.
at least 6qn repeated.
bahs. lets not tok bout it.
natural veg qn all wrong liao. =(
& other papers, i forget liao.
anw its over alrd.
mayb da papers r on da plane,
on their way to cambridge.
i cant do anythin to change my fate.
just pray (: tat da marker cock-eye.
then mark me correct.

oh yeah yeah yeah.
ss. thankyou huh.
conflict din appear at all. =(
i studied so many chap.
they came up wif pop.n tat i din realli study.
but luckily i take geog. (:
its lyk a blessin in disguise. hahas.
but i din finish da last qn, sadly.
i knew how to ans.
if onli da invigilator din eat our time.

n geog came up wif da most un-popular combi.
pop.n n agriculture, plate tect. n weathering.
haish. humans r guailan! hist.
fer once germ din come out.
&i had to do japan.
haish. china qn were easy.
but i din study?
why was there a rev.n in china in 1911? [12]
v tough sia. argh.

forget bout Os.
i bit it alrd.
&im chewin it,
swallowin it.
hahas. i BEAT Os.
(: not tat i get 100 fer all sub.
but im certified as one who has completed Os !
candidate 0298 ! (:

&to liberation; CHEERS !
hahas. try plannin da hols.
its gonna b so sian.

chalets;

camp;

party;

mtg;

shopping;

movie;

vcd/dvd marathon!

wat else? hello? heyheyyouyou.
yar calling out to YOU !
occupy my hols. (:

p/s: psps. haven blogged fer so long.
"forgot da blog lang" LOL; may sound abit lame,
dun b put-off. do come back. (: cya agn !

196; last day.

2007-10-06T01:35:00.001+08:00

&how can i forget its da last day of sch?

well... everyone came except chengjie.

i hafta collect so many PARENTS LETTER.

man. my last day of work. so much admin.

&we took tonnes of photos.

n yeah. i attempted to do things i've nvr done b4 in my 4yrs in RV; but failed-

-wear non-RV socks (i wanted to wear ankle socks)

-b late fer sch (i left hse real late le)

lalalas.

&i failed to even make qihui pissed.

she doesn seem to fall for my trick.

hahs. she bought tys(phy,chem,geog) which i tot ish too late.

cant finish de. ohwells. sms me when ur done wif ALL papers (:

man. it certainly wasn't encouragin. sry. =(

n she accuses me of spoilin her marker. eee.

&we acted childish fer da last time in class.

hahas. did i say dora laughs at us too?

tat day we were elbowin each other when dora was givin out papers.

hahas. &she stunned & smiled.

&smiled ish not always the sign i get im gettin pinched

195; laugh-licious.

2007-10-06T00:41:00.000+08:00

went to polyclinic to consult a doc.

n realised those growth on on big toe r warts.

(: ohwells. got referal letter n nth else.

so i went off, not knowin i hafta pay (:

until da nurse called me back to get da RED sticker fer my drug allergy.

lol. she she was lyk i tot u would b at da cashier.

ohman. tat was when i realised i hafta pay.

whahaha ! xP

&SILLY THINGS THAT ANGEL DID

#01; went to polyclinic n went off w/o PAYIN, cos she doesn noe she has to pay.

#02; stepped into the lift that ish goin up when she's goin DOWN.

#03; went to POSB went she wanted to go to the post office.

#04; stepped out of the lift at da second floor when she's goin to da 4th floor.

#05; went to the entrance when she's headin fer the EXIT.

#06; bought peppermint milkshake when she was told to buy peppermint milkTEA.

duh.

i noe,

im blur today alright. hahas. but no doubt its funny. ._.

at least my sis n i laughed. (:

oh yeah-ness. i finally got shirui a necklace, yanlin's prezzie n janet's prezzie. (: &wat r those? i dunno?

ohyeahyeahyeah.

UG collectors stamp.

eh. my photography skills failed terribly. :X

oh man i love it.

just tat its not nicely framed up.

not fair lahs.

whys onli ncc derh ish no. 1?

aiya. im tired. &blur-ed = dunno wat to blog.

ohwells. photos. opps. i took da pri sch GB u to wear. hahas.

rmb da days... but i do not hav da sash. =(

i was so cute rite?

uh huh.

&angleeyong gave one pathetic choco.

at least she gave.

den dora went lyk;

i wun give u choco or swts. but i promise u a treat if u score. (:

a good deal ! ish it possible? 14B3s 21A1/2s. yeah.

i can i can ! & we r all her fave students. (:

oh yar. got back amc results. duh ! distinction agn. ohman. i tink tat comment almost killed me cos all arnd me r credit-ors. hahas. but i yearn to hav high dist. eee. last one liao oso dun let me get. =( i onli got 8 qn wrong. eee.

&yesh, SYQ speech. over-run but it sld b quite good on wed. (: &u'll realise u hav been taught by so many trs.

&phua asked if aloy sent me anythin. uh dun hav? sadly =( hahas. r we supposed to receive sth from him? from aust? cool...

10102007. THE DAY. we r free. alumnus of RV...

&i got nth else to say liao.

except;

jiayous to all takin Os !

&others; tian tian kai xin (:

7 x 7 = [49]dayys to?

194; results.

2007-09-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

i guess ppl r more interested bout results.

L1R5- 20

if tis no. scared da hell out of u alrd,

den u r strongly advised not to scroll down.

rounded-off values;

el-57

hcl-53

em-87

am-92

phy-45

chem-40

sshist-56

geog-55

i wanna say im not lyk extremely happy wif my maths results.

could hav gotten better.

hist too.

if onli i din study onli germ n russia.

yar if onli.

no point cryin over spilt milk (:

tink coke !

i tink my prelims not bad liao.

i make to to both jc n poly.

just tat i din make it to sa.

i hope mod helps tho (:

pls pls.

i nid mod.

20 to 12 (:

since ppl can 25 to 11.

hehe.

&sian.

we r doin maths lyk everyday.

im gettin bored alrd.

da qn r so do-able.

not challenging enuff.

eee.

its = to waste time.

i tink many will agree.

cos majority got A1 fer am.

which we sld spend da time on other subjects.

mayb da sch wants us to get 100%

eee.

dowan.

so many ppl will own me in am then.

i will bushuang sia; QIHUI !

eee.

she kips tellin me she gonna win me.

then hey.

Os they onli show grade.

she win me.

=she A1 i < a1.

evil gf.

HAHAHA !

our r/s a bit scandalous (:

we love to quarrel.

&separate our tables.

n doodle on each other arms.

n vandalise da table.

& act child-like.

when we r so old.

i've got so much to say.

aft hibernatin fer so long.

im supposed to do my hw.

but i so got da urge to molest da keys on da keyboard.

errr.

ohwells.

yeah went to well when there's no well.

eee.

dey din inform me tat dey goin to esplanade.

but okies.

i was given da opportunity to go to watch da orchestra n circus.

ohwells.

mayb ppl din wan to go.

i shant say much.

its just fun.

wif da kids.

orchestra was bored lahs derh.

u will wonder whys de kids so quiet.

cos dey slpin mahs.

hahas.

so our children dun snore.

circus was fabulous.

wif fabulous ppl.

hehe.

7 from HG.

plus yongwen, siobhan, jiemin. (:

n lil zavier[sp] (:

hahas.

n we had mac aft tat.

i've nvr been to tpy HDB hub b4 tis.

mountain tortoise i noe.

ohwells.

tat day still got a cellgrp celebratin bdae.

errr.

weird rite.

its lyk an adult cell.

hahas.

in short, i enjoyed kenny ahern's performance,

da kids, da mac, &everythin (:

&not to forget da 3interestin guys who chatted bout movies n joked till 2am.

aherm.

shant say who.

anonymous.

ohman.

in case i get pinches.

bleahs.

i've tok to many ppl bout where to go aft Os.

ohwells.

i still dunno.

c my Os results bahs.

i'll still tink a diploma ish better than an A cert.

plus i dun nid da rank cos i aint goin to ns (:

plus i dun hafta do nafta every yr.

i hate running.

i love drilling.

hahas.

we had childrens party mtg today.

i almost say we sld include drill.

omg.

i realli miss those days.

&i will start to miss da fun i hav in my class too.

cos it all gonna end on 5oct.

n we will b sch-less.

or liberty(more learned)

grad ceremony on 10oct.

thankyou yiqian n kahsing fer volunteerin to rep da class to present da speech.

spare me da stage fright n everythin.

im one verbal idiot.

i tink i can onli speak better to ppl my junior.

uh huh.

its 30sep.

0020

anyone's bdae?

LOL.

if yesh.

blessed bdae lo.

hahas.

n i still hav bmt bout 8h later.

so oink.

when i hav da urge to commit THE crime agn,

i'll b back.

hahas.

i learnt it from huikoon n yiming.

dey molest each others table every geog n maths lesson.

>.<

hahas.

i told u my class ish fun.

yar yar.

&i'll intro my new classmates someday.

STUPID aka ben dan.

zi bi

shen jing.

meet them soon.

opps.

i mean meet HIM.

hahas.

JJ !

my (ex)sqdmate as he claims.

&soon he'll be my ex-classmate huh.

hahas.

i sometimes wonder wat bully means...

aft gettin to know da 3new classmates.

omg.

if he c tis.

he wun let me reference maths liao.

bleahs.

jk lahs.

i noe u can take jokes.

hehe.

ohyeah.

i cant stop typin.

dental's on 16nov le.

cos Os coming.

i will hav olay(sp).

new retainers.

tat ish free.

n its made of plastic.

yeah no more metal in my mouth.

my retainer ish lyk so tight now?

ohman.

dun tell my dentist i din wear it 24/7.

of cos lahs.

when i brush n eat n ...

hehe.

im realli slpin.

realli gtg.

bb.

i noe u will miss me.

hahas.

cya in a mth's time?

mayb not so long.

check out when i finish my exams.

sayonara !

193; i dun tink im weird tho`

2007-09-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

i was saboed by shirui (:

hahas.

but abit interestin.

hehe.

congrats to;

heling

sarah

agnes

yyt

gab

tats all.

just 5.

i cant tink of any.

but i dun mind if u wanna do it too.

hahas.

"Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.

People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

At the end you must choose SIX people to be tagged and list their names.

NO TAG BACKS."

here we go:

1) I was in TAF club back in p2.

if u wan, can show u pics of da more chubby me (:

2) i am not angelic. im more lyk a devil. (:

3) i hav MATHS tuition when i get A1s. &i top my class in AM. (:

4) i love doin stupid things. (:

5) i love my subject combi. only when i hafta take Os. (:

6) im 55kg= fat (:

7) im one of those who ish vertically challenged. (:

8) i wanna b a tr in future. (:

9) i really love maths. &i wanna teach maths. (:

10) there r more weird things about me (:

LOL;

can u tell im lame?

NO! i've got two legs.

with two injured toes. (:

192; archive-d

2007-09-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

penned on 2/9/07:

2302h - reflection fer T3wk10

not so bad.

prelims was funfunfun.

managed to do all qn.

maths was dumbo.

my 4 marks !

argh.

HCL my 4marks too.

2 qn un-done ):

celeb?

ohwells.

notbad notbad.

i miss & love da dances, by rvds n trs (:

ohman.

so cute & xy kept sayin mr oh damn suitable fer such dance.

&da cha shao bao;

han bao bao ! <3<3<3>

ohyeah.

&wayne wong's live band !

so cool can.

choir attempts to break glass n dots.

went back rmps.

from rv sec4,

waimin stanley xinyue dianfeng jonathan me.

6B stanley me weijie zhihwa guangwei bingzheng.

som &pan totally forgot about my existence.

T_T

seow went lyk angeline?

angelina?

angie?

ohwells.

ang-

correct (:

&she talked bout how much fun she had throwin stanley's books n bag outside.

hahaha !

&yesh, she denied makin us copy readers' digest

&claimed tat it was som who did it.

n suaned stanley.

when he was a small boy.

so nice to bully.

now taller than her...

hahas.

._.

pan went lyk eh u changed alot

&when she hears "guangwei"

she totally went oh, "cai guang wei !"

v. notty boy.

xP hahas. &she rmbs him by his mischief.

&went lyk "ni na li hao"

bingzheng &his mum's wan kueh.

i dun deny its nice.

&pan went lyk u sure u same class as guangwei?

): sobs.

oh yeah.

natalie went lyk ur bf?

LOL;

its indeed NOT my honour.

hahas.

hmmm.

&den dey went mahjong-ing.

n i went to watch evan almighty wif chun.

its nice !

n yeah.

bought new shirts.

n a YELLOW polo tee ! double hearts ! <3<3

hahas.

&watched chidhood memories.

le le wo show.

ji de xiao shi hou,

starrin willy !

he was so cute.

da same hairstyle. (:

i couldn take my eyes off tat year 2000's prod.

hahaha !

so long lerh.

but its still a rather nice tv show.

&i did a em p1 da next day.

RI phy paper two section A.

revised sshist.

&tues.

went to sch from 9am to 6pm.

whoa !

fruitful day.

gone thru falklands war, conflict & coorperation,

conflict in SL & NI,

merger & sep,

education. (:

got asean, UN n merger;sep notes.

wed finished ri prelims.

started on rgs'

thurs to wild wild wet.

oh fun (:

shant go into da details.

n fri.

physics.

oh wells.

listened to yiming's qn.

n went harbourfront to eat mac.

n went to purmei.

bball-ed.

hahas.

i cant play.

n to safra to mug.

did housin seq.

n thankyou OINK fer da housing notes.

went esplanade fer an orchestra wif WELL children.

hehe.

apparently i din realli noe how to appreciate tat.

performers from prague n min lee.

n some kids.

one from kellock,

shalyn's ex-classmate.

n dey took photos.

came home n lay flat on da bed.

&ytd i slacked.

did nth.

went ez 50 fer briefin.

invited oink n qihui to bgm (:

n i did a em p2 today.

n conflict&cooperation seq.

&wats more?

there goes my hols.

go mug lahs.

&i've onli finished weather n climate fer geog.

im so dead.

thankyou.

hang in there,

prelims' over soon.

jiayous jiayous.

191; small achievements.

2007-08-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

hahas.

gonna boast about my v v "minor" achievements.

firstly,

i got top in an am test agn.

41 wif an excellent (:

hehe.

tied wif jj tho`.

siaN.

n secondly n lastly n most imptly,

i almost topped my class in electronics test.

so far im da second.

wif one part un-marked.

21.5/35

not v high

but its a B4.

i jumped four grades liao.

from E8.

hehe.

so i got so so so enlightened.

n i started doin my goal n target fer prelims.

let me review my mye results first.

am, em A1

hcl, el, chem C6

sshist F9

phy E8

geog D7 (49; argh!)

so my target as follows;

am 85

em 90

hcl 70

el 70

phy 72

chem 76

sshist 62

geog 68

i noe i noe.

abit unrealistic.

but im still workin on it.

hehe.

who noes,

mayb i ace my humans.

whahaha.

tats so i.m.possible.

anw.

just give in my best lo.

&tis applies to u.

work hard.

study smart !

take care of urself too whilst u mug.

GEEz.

190; prelims !

2007-08-25T17:36:00.000+08:00

ppl,

c im so nice.

bloggin when its my am paper in 2dayys.

omg.

so fast.

i got some nice motivational slides from elaine.

so i gonna share.

THE STORY OF THE LITTLE FROGS

There was a bunch of tiny frogs,

who arranged for a running competition.

The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower.

A big crowd had gathered around the tower to watch the race and to cheer the contestants on.

The race began...

No one believed that the tiny frogs can ever reach the top.

There were comments like;

"OH, WAY too difficult,

they can never make it to the top."

"Not a chance can they succeed.

The tower is just too high."

Soon, many tiny frogs got tired and gave up,

one by one.

Except for the one still in fresh tempo.

Finally,

the only one tingy frog reached the top.

Many wondered how it managed to do it.

It turned out that...

The winner was DEAF !

The morale of the story is...

turn a deaf ear when people's tendecies is to be negative or pessimistic.

...

[powerful 3dots]

yeapp.

do not b put down by others.

moreover its during tis crucial time.

dun listen to ppl who ask u to not study.

cos u wun do well.

in fact,

u'll do well if u work hard.

so trust me,

study hard,

&u'll get into ur desire sch (:

jiayous fer prelims !

189

2007-08-18T01:51:00.000+08:00

&happy birthday xinyue!

&it has yet been another rvnps3o6 outing (:

we'll celebrate birthdays tgt.

in da past,

now n foreva.

&im sry i missed goin to watch fireworks n eat steamboat on 9aug.

cos i went to batam.

n many meals tat i missed on da excuse tat je ish far from my hse.

n my goin back to radinmas aft every secone act.

&my absence in many outings.

but sometimes.

its betta to b kept in da heart.

we know deep inside tat we love one another (:

im sry fer not havin written a msg to all of u tis 1286dayys.

i'll do it.

n a momento to kip.

&i regret tat i forgot to thank all of u fer da gifts.

da effort u all put in,

to make tis rod function a success.

thankyou juniors too fer da gifts.

da many milkbottles fer tis milkbottle sqd.

derh dedications.

n da frenship made.

fer bein so true to us all da time.

&thankyou fer spendin money n time on these gifts ! (:

188; NP lyfe- 1286dayys.

2007-08-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

ended?

no.

i doubt so.

we have yet to embark on a new journey.

i onli feel tat im a lil lag tat i post tis lyk 10dayys aft rod.

ohwells.

&i'll steal patency.

n ppl.

read their blog.

cry ur heart out wif us.

partin ish but swt sorrow.

we r a part not apart.

we'll stand as one.

now n foreva !

lets c...

their dedications...

sry, but i cant read sijia's blog.

[cher-e]

ROD was special.

the backdoor me and lorm went thru,

the buffet,

the gifts,

the dance,

they all were special.

and the 30 squadmates who have accompanied me for 4 yrs.

esp when looking at the pictures presentation by eric wong,

its feels like our life has just passed in an instant.

still remember our sec 1 parade with kayhow in front,

remember telling him to senang diri our squad before the parade started coz he forgot.

rmbed our ATCs,

our ITCs,

NPDPs.

everything felt like yesterday.

thanks to those ppl who wrote messages.

and xinyue's powerful contact list!

haha.

dont worry lah we will contact u in australia.

you are always our pro coordi who has done alot for the guys! =)

thanks to the guys who persevered through the dance trainings.

we did it better than we could.

thanks to my fellow ICs who endured my crap on not taking squad.

and consequently thanks to lorm,miao,jj,yifan who made life and this one year a lot funner and funnier which made me not regret not taking squad. =)

lastly,

thanks to all my squadmates who gave me all the happy memories.you all rock!rvnps3o6 forever!

[kok]

1286 days,

4 yrs of our life

my RVNP story has ended

but the story of rvnps3o6 will nv end

as i watched e video sir eric made,

memories of our sec1-4 life flooded into my mind

i so wish there was a way to reverse time, to make time stop, to let rvnps3o6 stay together 4eva, nv havin to ROD or to part

I LOVE RVNP!

i rmbr when we first came in during sec1

i was uncertain of RVNP even tho it was my first choice first act,

where we sat in front of e archives,

getting to know each othere PTs where we tot we couldn't do it,

tat we were going to fall out,

but then we made it,

did wat we tot we could not do,

broke e limits,

wif each others' encouragements n e fact tat we were doing it tgt

where we had fun doing stupid things tgt, waddling like ducks, shouting i love NP and others

hanging out wif my jies, xinyue n may

crapping wif em, having fun

going to JEC after every act for lunch

e years when i first feel my passion for NP

sec2

more memories,

more laughter,

more funi rmb us laughin tgt when chun wee n junjie did stupid things

chun wee telling lame jokes, doing funny actions

junjie making us laugh during drill, holding tat soft toy and marchin with tat serious yet funny expression

tho we always got punished for being late, we nv really minded, cos we waited for each other, we did e punishments tgt as a sqd, bonded tgt as one

rmbring e carpark duties we did tgt, when we tried to slack but got scolded hahaz

sec3

the yr we bonded e mostwhere we really gave each other encouragements,gave each other hope when we tot we couldn't do it

be there for each other when when we needed help

supported each other when we tot we were nv going to bcum NCOs n lead e unit to greater heights

when we ran in e rain, and tot we could nv finish e run,where we drilled under e sun so much tat we tot we would nv survivee

NCO modular course tat we were so inconfident of

e yr tat we finally knew wat our NCOs mean when they told us to enjoy our cadet life

when we wanted not to be NCOs

but in e end,

we made it as a sqdsec4, NCOshipe yr where i lost abit of my passion for NP at e start

e yr when i really din tink i can make itwhen i tot i was a lousy NCO/ICwhen i felt like giving up being an IC, tot i could nv improve e sec2s

but thanks to angel, xiaoxi, jolin, my fellow ICs n my dearest sqdmates

i not only regained my passion for NP

but i found more passion,

burning like a nv ending flame in my heart,

n IT WILL NV END

e yr when i started to count e months,

weeks n days because i wanted to enjoy n appreciate e remaining time we had tgt

when i wished time would stop

and every act would never end

so tat we could be tgt 4evanv to separate

before ROD, i tot i wldn't be very sad, tat i wld juz go there and enjoy

but durin ROD, when i was watchin sir eric's video

i suddenly felt pangs of sadness and regret

From sec1 to sec4when we looked so innocent,

to now, when we seem so different yet similar

when i rmbed memories from so long agoand e ex-NCOs returnedsir desmond,

being nice as usual, bought us a cake

and we cheered RVNP together as one unit

despite not knowing some of those who came back

but at that point in time, and tat moment, i felt like RVNP will be together 4eva, mentally, if not physically

no matter wat we get, whether gold silver or bronze

we will always be e best

4 yrs of our life,

these 1286 days were not lived in vain

they are and will always be the best days of my life

i will miss the times we had together

drilling n sweating, pumping on hot ground, cheering till our voice broke, e acts we had together,

e carpark duties we did,

e funny things we did,

not carin how others stared at us as tho we were lunatics,

e camps where we all wanted to go home but survived together,

comparing the number of mosquito bites we have,

e sqd outings bbq chalet

NPCC gave me things i nv felt b4

i felt real friendship n bonds, as tho we were like sisters n brothers,

who i can trust,

confide in,

tell them secrets,

who encourage me when it seemed so hopeless,

who taught me frenship,

who cheered me up when i was sad,

who was there for me when i need them most

gave me passion which i nv felt b4 and tot i would nv have

showed me tat i could excel if i tried my best

and best of all,

GAVE ME 30 FRIENDS AND SQDMATES WHO I WILL LOVE 4EVA N ALWAYS BE THERE FOR

tho we have to part,

e memories of RVNP will 4eva live in me

[xinU]

HAPPY1286DAYS (:

we all knew that we had to part one day.

we became a squad on 310104,

and we left as a squad on 070807.

all these memories that ive shared,

have become a part of me.

np has become a part of me.

rvnps3o6 has become a part of me <3

i missed the west coast campus.

where we sniffed the stench of the rubbish chute as we were made to march into it and made a fool out ofourselves.

i miss the set meals that we have done tgt as a squad that made us endure a week of painful exercise up the stairs.

i miss the constant commands of "run to the rubbish chute/garden shedand come back GO"

i miss the first 2.4 run that i endured withmy squadmates at the pandan reservoir.

i miss falling in at the archives where npcc belonged.

i miss putting our bags on the floor as a secone squad.

i miss the parade square that we could drill on and the shelter that we marched acrosss as we learnt our keblakang pusing.

i missed the days that we endured out PT as one secone squad because we were not used to all these and how i left my tooth at the westcoast campus as a momento ):

i miss the sticker drill.

i miss how sir des made us go into situp position to take a photo of us.

i miss the obstacle course and the 2m wall that we conquered as a squad.

i miss the back gate where we conquered our limitson the last activity.

i miss the queenstown campus.

i miss the netball court that we pumped on hotground by sir alex.

i miss the track that we completed our 4.4 run where we were only 0.4km away from achieving our standard of a s2 squad.

i miss the spot behind the labs where the cc comp people worked hard to achieve their targets.

i miss the atc where i finally found how much i missed my squadmates if i couldn't see them and how were united on the last day and rejoiced.

i miss how junjie and chunwee insulted us ._.

bullshit x 100.

not going to the supermarket.

地上没有金 and a lot of crap.

i miss the spot where we thrashed out and cried like hell.

i miss the flooding of the campus where it was such a feat for us to return our batons.

i miss the almost full squad photo that we took beside the np board.

i miss the days that we took moi outside the building.

i miss the days where the only places we can take drill was beside the netball court and in front of the old flagpole.

i miss the anger that we felt when our flags were thrown on the floor.

i miss the best standard that we presented when mam took us for drill and encouraged us.

i miss being scolded for being late and then enduring punishments as a squad.

i miss us disturbing girl guides during our fire drill.

i miss the old flagpole spot where we continuously did the side after we were taught how to do it.

i miss cadet life!

i miss the malan road campus.

i miss the nco mod course that we endured.

i miss the fear we felt to become ncos.

i miss the underground hole that we have survived for the past nco year.

i miss the flagpole that we had all our parades.

i miss the semicircles that we had our drillsessions.

i miss the obstacle course and themonkey bar.

i miss atf where we overcame our fears as one.

i miss the pride we felt when we were told thatwe portrayed the true rvnp spirit.

i miss the unit trek that we succeeded.

i miss the thai trip,

the trip i had most fun.

and took my most unglam pic.

i miss the trek up the mountain that was strenuous but we still made it in the end.

i can't describe how much i love everything.

i just love np and i love my squadmates.

and squat-mates - people who always

squat along with me,

encouraged me and gave me support.

i will not be who i am today without any of you.

these people have made up a special part of my heart.

no matter how much i miss those days,

i know we cannot turn back time.

but at least we have gone through this journey once,

but i know that's sufficient!

thank you all for the wonderful memories,

everything and everything.

this is not the end this is only the beginning ofa new chapter.

thankyou secones for the enriching experience of being a secone IC.

thankyou guys for the dance performance.

thankyou jiamin and peizhen.

thankyou secthrees for the wonderful ballroom rod function.

thankyou squadmates,

for everything <3

and on this day im proud to say im part of rvnps3o6! (:

[eric]

today marks the very end of the s4NCOs rvnp life in rv.

today also marks my happiest day this year.

you can say that it brings a little reluctance and sadness,

when you see your closest juniors,

whom you seen grown from s1 to s4 and finally retired from duty.

today was the first time i witnessed our juniors rod-ing.

clapclap.

&now fer mine.

actually.

my heartfelt words r said alrd by them (:

it just goes to show how we agree tat we had many good memories.

thankyou xinyue fer da campus recounts.

kok fer yearly..

n da many dedications.

n from seniors tat dey feel reluctant to let us go.

n cadets lyk jiele who cried alot tat night.

all these go to show tat we hav made an impact on their lives.

seniors, juniors n sqdmates.

all of u made my lyfe more colourful.

it ish u, who added colour to my black n white lyfe. (:

i'll kip tis short.

cos ppl hafta mug oso.

yar.

just 4 words from me;

I LOVE YOU SQDMATES ! <3

187; muggin ._.

2007-08-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm.

LOL ;

i suddenly lyk tis face ._.

looks dudiao.

yar.

how can muggin not b a dudiao-ing thingy to do?

its TEN days to prelims.

oh wells.

to am.

im gonna make it.

i cant afford to lose my A1.

i seriously cant.

i nid my A1s in maths (:

cos i can predict da others not goin to do well lerh. ):

uh.

i tink i dare not look at my phy test.

crap lahs.

half da paper not attempted.

but it was rod tat day.

ohwells.

so i haven blogged fer 12 dayys.

n i disbanded.

n sports day ms teo came back to rv.

she was yet agn da centre of attn (:

n i bade her goodbye ytd (:

she's back to study in nanjing.

hmmm.

we'll meet agn when she's back.

i'll miss her loads.

im being so damn random lately.

b cos da exams nearin?

drivin me crazy.

tats when u realise u've onli hav 10dayys left.

sian.

yet im still not confident wif maths qn.

uh.

sob.

kip makin silly careless mistakes.

n im heaty lately.

hmmm.

im deprived of oink cos hafta pia my overdue hw?

): sad-ed.

today lyk went made in class.

oh mans.

dere were lil dramas all arnd.

jj jiayi yujun wif their arm wrestling.

heling pointin a pair of scissors at chengjie cos he took her pencil case.

randy as usual starin into space.

n laughed.

hahas.

qihui engrossed in completin her maths assign.

siyang readin her comic.

dixon xianwen listenin to jay's tat dunno wat piano piece tat xianwen made me listen to it whilst goin to HEAVEN (:

oh wells.

past canteen, up da stairs.

da volume was set to max i tink.

hahas.

den yeochengrong was tellin us he's vexed.

lol.

so many students from so many diff class wif diff hcl tr.

he doesn noe wats our progress.

ppl goin dere to do diff stuff.

we r just at diff pace.

so tough to combine as a class.

its lyk diff class every lesson.

one day u'll b wif 4G.

da next wif 4E n then 4B.

n yada-yada.

but its still more fun in HEAVEN aka da 9th lvl of hell.

glad tat i escaped from da 15th lvl tho.

LOL;

desmon seems frustated alrd.

lol.

me making funny noises in class.

lol.

n no more well done when i get 40plus fer am tests.

but yar.

i wun say its excellent lyk wat he stamped unless its a perfect score tat i ought to b capable of.

hmmph.

i must get my perect score.

its tough, i noe.

but i'll try.

try harder.

n yesh.

tr eavedrop on students conversation.

when i ask dixon or qihui qn,

da tr will ans me.

hahas.

oh.

or i make comments.

lyk da input where it sld b output.

i was askin dixon.

n phua heard it.

lyk da many many mistakes desmon wrote on da board i told qihui.

n he changes them.

n i post weird qn to him.

butbutbut i sincerely wanted to ask mahs.

he always say da wrong stuff.

lol.

example?

dere was once he said find onli intersection wif x-axis cos its easier.

when we r asked to find intersection wif AXES.

n find limition fer x,

he says f(x)<5?

ans can be left as ln 3 / ln 5 for e.g.

uh?

it was da wrong statements made in one maths lesson.

ohwells.

tis confuses students u noe?

angleeyong.

dunno wats her prob lerh.

lol.

she threw my table partner out of class.

lol.

cos he's toking to me.

but i wasn thrown out.

lol.

psps.

butbutbut he went canteen to eat.

early break (:

when we were released, he had alrd finished eatin alright?

n yesh.

wed.

went fer dental.

da dentist had another patient wif her.

n i waited fer 1/2h.

i tot i could leave early since im early lahs.

in da end.

went back to sch.

ppl all down fer break le.

aiyoa.

dere goes my fish n chips.

hmmph ):

ohyesh.

drthian has a room to herself.

cool rite?

i tink she's a specialist.

im honoured to hav her to do my composite.

not gold but a porcelain one.

she's got a personal asst too.

dr lee has lahs.

but must share wif other trg specilists.

oh wells.

she took my impression.

n talked alot.

tellin me agn wat dey r doin fer me.

in short, erm.

dentures.

lol.

filling fer a tooth.

yaryar.

i noe its tough readin these.

but at least, i blogged. (:

off to mug...

186; pissed.

2007-08-05T01:24:00.000+08:00

oh oh man man.

i burnt da midnight oil ytd to pack those files.

went into room to kip.

den realised da shelf gonna drop.

oh i "shouted" fer help.

everyone ignored me.

hmmph.

so i sun shou na le papa de tube of shuttle cork.

budden.

when i walk out of da room.

everything just fell onto da ground.

how nice ish tat?

i haven finish filing lahs.

maths + el + hcl.

all messed up.

oh wells.

i went to slp.

cos i was tired.

but tis morn.

im feel so loved.

oh i love my mum.

she replaced my things onto da shelf.

but still got some on da floor.

yar.

n i spent mayb an hour re-packin wat i did ytd.

argh.

stupid shelf.

but im glad i threw away many rubbish.

ah tong's maths practice books.

hahas.

can u imagine i still kip them.

its sth i value.

lol.

i wrote tat in my expository writing.

i tink i'll do badly fer tat test.

oh yesh.

den i was ironing my sch u.

oh yeah.

im reminded tat i ironed it halfway.

its still on da ironin board.

my mum gonna screw me.

opps.

im stayin up late everyday.

doin not-sch-work.

oh yesh.

den jo-lin called.

n i went to sch.

i waited damn long fer tat bus to arrive.

argh.

i was in camp tee n black socks.

i wonder if i sld enter np room.

lol.

in da end i din.

went to canteen.

get a drink.

n was chased out of sch.

by lawrence who went

"sch closin at 1pm"

pls leave now.

mind u, it was 12.05pm.

eee.

well.

&im tired.

&i wan to oink.

i shall end ARUBTLY[sp?]

185; chem spa

2007-08-03T19:09:00.000+08:00

oh.

it's meant to b taken seriously,

its part of da big fat Os.

but huh.

i did take it seriously.

memorised da whole ANS le.

so we went into LT.

n scribbled down word-for-word.

hahas.

yar.

i alrd write v slowly.

budden hor,

<1/2h>

alright.

i was so bored.

din dare to do compo.

lol.

in case dey say i cheat.

so i went to slp.

but tat tr asked us to check.

dun slp.

lol.

flip thru once.

n then...

i started to count da no. sets of lightings.

erm.

got 20.

each i tink got 2 tubes of bulb.

hahas.

den i counted.

got 11 ventilation holes.

fer aircon.

n 2air refresheners.

two visualizers.

one overhead projector.

4doors.

n here comes da best part.

152 chairs in LT2.

hahas.

in front 14 columns by 10rows.

=140

qihui n my side 4

weixin side 5

in front detach de 3

so...

152 !

hahas.

den i fell aslp.

folded my arms.

n hung my head.

lol.

cos it aint comfortable to lay my head on da table.

nor my head on my hand on my arm on the table

cos i knocked into siyang.

eee.

ouch.

den started playin wif siyang.

lol lame.

n were laughin.

hahas.

da spa ish damn long lahs.

i was so sian.

wasted my time.

den collected papers.

started toking.

n tell ppl LT2 has 152 chairs *(:

den went back to class.

lame arnd agn.

den claimed tat da aisle b/w dixon n me ish my path.

ONGYUJUN shall not cross.

but u c,

he's a hercules.

totally dragged me away lahs.

my arms DIN hurt lahs.

oh then angqihui was disturbin me.

asked me to follow her to find her platoon mate.

which in da end we went to get chicken on stick.

oh man.

i tink tis ish da first time da guys din snatch my food.

den went down.

cos sasa's fren say 4ppl go GO.

erm.

5went.

in da end onli 2 carried sth.

hahas.

im part of da 3.

den toot-siyang reminded qihui tat she wanted to go to da loo.

eee.

n i was dragged dere wif her.

sat in da toilet n wait.

>.<

den did compo.

den was maths.

it was so inproductive.

im so much slower tis time.

argh.

n i FAILED MY RELATIVE VELOCITY N VECTORS TEST

aka FAILED AM !

sobsob.

tis ish da FIRST time i fail my am.

but i knew i would fail.

today's test.

i was so dumb.

mental block

simply din noe how to take sq root on b.s

argh.

erm den took 57 wif xinyue n jovi.

ohman.

he's cute.

so sociable can.

hahas.

den someone who was alightin asked me to sit properly

errrr.

i wear shorts inside.

rv shorts.

oh yeah.

changlok's shorts r diff.

his got 2pockets lehs.

whys huh?

lol.

saw it by chance.

did purposely observe others.

hehe.

yar n erm.

oink's fren called me.

i was totally stunned.

yar erm.

eee.

must hav made a fool of myself.

tink dey put loud speaker lahs.

alamak.

184; tired.

2007-08-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

awww.

im tired of bloggin.

but anw.

whilst everyone ish muggin hard,

take tis.

There will not be olive oil if olives are not squeezed,

No orange juice if oranges aint squeezed.

pressure makes da best out of u.

accept da stress.

&give in ur best.

jiayous ppl.

i noe u can u can u can !

ohmy.

tis ish short n swt.

183; slack day.

2007-07-30T18:09:00.000+08:00

oh yesh.

serene ish away.

so mr way[how to spell] came to class.

erm i dunno wats he's tokin about.

n he toks w/o openin his mouth.

he asked me to behave.

omg.

die lerh.

im infamous.

he saw those inciniers[how to spell]

n went lyk chairperson rite?

oh man.

if he tells siao char bo...

n yesh.

im bein so un-angelic mehs.

eee

dora was still sayin im da guardian angel last week.

now im in-angelic.

haish.

n i wonder wat other trs tell other trs.

lol.

i mean da new trs who dunno our class initially.

staff room gossips r lyk wth?

trs love tokin about fouri.

we r inFAMOUS !

even miss ong.

she teaches us pe onli.

she told us tat no matter wat other trs told her bout our class.

she receivd our class wif an open heart.

i hope she still does.

she said we hav disappointed her.

awww.

she's nice.

chen too.

take over fer 2weeks?

lol.

7weeks bahs.

hahas.

he says we r slackening.

omg.

all trs noe our class.

so cool !

182; un-angelic ANGEL.

2007-07-30T17:41:00.000+08:00

argh.

im sad.

dora misplaced my trust on her.

yet i still laugh happily lyk huikoon said.

LOL;

n yesh.

agn, some stubborn guys ran out of class to da loo w/o permission.

so...

dey were to STAY OUTSIDE AND WRITE A NOTE.

mind da lang huh.

yesh.

she asked me to write down names of ppl not in class.

okies.

so i did.

i wrote dey went to loo w/o permission [sounds bad alrd]

n were late fer eL lesson.

tis sounds lyk its da students fault rite.

n so.

den yueming n luxi came in.

with some toot xianwen jiayi yujun still outside.

so i had to write dey CHOOSE TO STAY OUTSIDE AND CHIT-CHAT.

word fer word.

i wrote down as she had instructed me to.

den she accuses me of my koyak english.

n im bein not ANGELIC fer covering up fer them.

hello?

she asked me to write.

so i changed lo.

to dey stayed outside n refuses to come into class.

alrights.

it passed her expectations finally.

n she brought da md wif her next door to c phua.

wth?

she made me write such stuff n show phua.

i mean she asked me to write "choose to stay ouside"

aka she gave them choices.

[aka her fault]

so i changed.

eee.

i trusted wat she told me to write lahs.

den she went on to say how wonderful my english ish.

fine.

whys dun she ask HER to take da md n write.

or mayb da secretary or treasurers.

it doesn hafta b me to write.

dey all smartly, saw tat md aint a easy job.

so of cos nobody wants lahs.

i take md every morn.

return every aftnn.

n i wonder if SHE helps me when im not in sch.

i still bother to hand in pink slips when i rmb.

n i wonder if she still submits them daily lahs.

oh yesh.

da fact ish.

she nvr touches da md.

aft onli one incidence where dora onli regards her as da onli chairlady in class.

n wrote down my name too.

when i kindly offered help to brin da visualizer.

& bulb fer OHP in case she nids to use it rite?

so she also said tat i went to get da bulbs.

not get visualizer.

but somehow.

i won da debate.

n my name was striked off.

LOL;

how lame can she get?
n she, i guess has nvr done sth lidat except suckin up.

im shocked too.

tat her cca mate says tat she's resistin her too.

omg.

how horrible can she b.

ish tis wat da trs c as GOOD LEADERSHIP?

den, i tink dey fail their english,

sadly lahs.

anw.

dere's more.

if not i wun feel so strongly fer tis matter once agn.

dora came in n went lyk do i hafta tell u to clean da whiteboard?

oh man.

i almost blew up.

its not my duty.

n dere r so many others in class.

whys me?

oh chairperson.

fouri has onli one chairperson.

fine lo.

n mind u, its HER duty.

wth?

oh yesh.

huikoon was pissed too.

n she voiced out durin geog lesson tat its her duty.

aiya.

but i cleaned da board agn.

uh huh.

n den...

dora tells us of her ex-students.

TAN CHEE KIAN.

who ish now on teachin scholarship.

tat she teaches him in sec 1/2 elit.

den sec 3/4 el.

sec 4, he was her monitor.

n she boasted bout cheekian admiring her.

oh u c we were doin conversation.

about a tr whom u admire.

so she asked her to read.

oh tats not da pt.

okies.

hmmm.

yar tat monitor el oso koyak lahs.

often get scolded.

but end up he got teachin scholarship.

den yesh.

da cny aft Os.

she invited da class to her hse.

n den she served drinks.

da chairman went miss lee, tis ish da first time ur serving me.

lol.

oh wells.

izzit linked to whys im always da one who kana scolded?

tat she wants me to admire her too.

n become a tr n nominate her as da most influential tr in my life?

perhaps perhaps.

somehow.

i was nvr angry wif her.

n yet i still love her.

its so so so ironic i noe.

n yesh.

im online to return comments n reply tags/

but dere aint any.

its ok.

stay optim rite?

i noe u guys still love me n will tag.

hehe.

181; HP-ed

2007-07-28T14:12:00.001+08:00

oh yeah.

i did get to watch hp wif qihui.

n she claims tat i went to oink aft i finish my food.

hahas.

she was so engrossed in da show tat she forgot bout me.

hahas.

if it were shirui,

she'll smack me hard i guess.

btw,

u all watch le mahs?

paiseh lehs.

din watch wif u all.

180; I BLOG !

2007-07-28T13:18:00.000+08:00

lol.

actually hor.

i tink i blog more frequently tis year liao lo.

so yar.

i haven touch da comp fer 9dayys.

lol.

tats whys i din blog.

its gonna b 5dayys to braces off.

hmmm.

actually wanted to blog tat day.

i had sth to say.

but now i forgot wat i wanted to say.

haish.

i felt strongly fer tat matter.

to tink i can forgive n FORGET !

argh.

tink i was scolded fer nth agn tat day.

lol.

chairpersons r da best ppl on earth.

dey get to b scolded first.

whoa.

did i say chen scolded me fer not bein a good chairperson.

dunno b'cos i din tell him da attendance or din bring md everywhere i go.

lol.

lidat oso can make a fuss out of it.

siao.

oh yar.

i tink i rmb-ed.

i guailan chng tat day.

was pissed.

cos we were discussin bout heritage day stall tat morn.

den stupid chng came in.

n wif a v v unfriendly tone,

he went "4i, did u all noe tat u hafta pay $2 each fer da maths papers?"

maths rep, who's da maths rep?

how come u din collect n pass to me ytd.

n she went.

erm.

angel collectin.

whoa cool.

tat day.

thurs.

a chairman came n pass to me.

asked maths rep to collect.

which in da end.

she said u collect can.

so i gladly gave way n helped.

but hor.

thurs aftnn.

i had dental.

plus clit ppl all gone.

who ish supposed to pay da money lahs.

n da next day.

many ppl ponned.

>5 of them.

i counted.

n all of HER clique ponned.

wth.

i was tinking.

dey r just bein selfish n disqualifyin da whole class from da games.

we missed one game.

which can easily cost us a 12pt.

wah lao eh.

i mean.

fer once.

so unusually.

da guys r so enthu.

dey gave their best shot in da games.

yet.

we din go fer one game.

da build sth game.

which was so easy to score bahs.

cos many scored high.

yar.

so mon morn.

i went lyk.

i tink u hafta ask da class whether dey wan to pay up.

its so tough to get them to pay up.

wth.

even those dirt rich ppl.

dey just refuse to pay even a dollar to class fund.

n asked fer suggestions fer heritage day.

dey onli kip sayin dowan toasts.

den erm.

choco banana.

any info.

any other thingy we can sell.

ppl kept quiet as usual.

wth.

if not doin their work.

i sometimes tot those entertainers r much better off.

at least.

dey give ideas here n dere.

n express their views.

onli when asked.

who wun buy toast.

who wun buy waffle.

we got respond.

waffle.

hmmm.

she told me some class doin.

which on tat day i dun c anyone selling tat?

im realli pissed wif her liao lahs.

wat's she doin.

4yrs as chair.

n she cant even control her clique.

ohman.

its so obvious who im sayin.

wateva.

i din say she's my best fren.

lol.

im not backstabbin a fren.

onli a classmate.

hmmph.

i wonder whys trs lyk her as a chair.

cos she suck up?

cos her studies better.

fine lo.

aft all,

dey dun look into leadership.

now as i recall wat tong told us tat chng once objected to linyan as best chair.

i noe da reason le.

she aint da best.

u c.

she's fake.

i dun lyk her.

many ppl r bushuang bout her too.

her role ish to take attendance.

n submit pink slip.

i wonder if she does.

if asked fer chair.

she immediately jump up.

wth?

yet im da one doin da stupid md.

which ish useless i tot.

offences lyk din bring stuff cant b recorded in da class profile anw.

whys make me write?

stupid dora n chen.

so wat if i write?

lol.

form doesn take action.

so it doesn make a diff at all.

no.

i just get accused of bein excused from extortion of money cos i help my classmates all da time.

n write da not-so-bad comments inside.

i mean.

if i realli put down disruptive all da time,

aint tat guy gonna b sent of of class.

all day?

wats more.

dey entertain us durin el lesson.

i wonder whys tat el tr always send him out.

she's lame.

sarca.

but i still love her?

whys ish tis so?

omg.

im goin crazy.

laughed lyk hell ytd in class.

its so shuang.

to put down da guy who attends british council.

hahas.

somemore da class dun lyk him.

tink everyone was happy.

HAHAHA !

have received XXX

have received.

nono.

have received.

hahas.

den poor qihui's turn.

voluntary.

hello.

not voluntiery.

or volunTEry.

voluntry.

so kelian.

den dunno some ppl kena called oso.

oh yar.

chen da.

"....excellent ? "

so da tone hafta go up.

dora pointed up.

n agn.

wif middle finger.

omg.

so damn funny.

i tink.

u, reader wun find it funny.

unless ur in my class.

hahas.

but nvm.

its still funny.

oh yar.

cos pair work.

those rows wif threes hafta turn back to face da partner.

yiming was facin haozhan.

n dora went lyk hey, whys r u facin da boy?

hahas.sld b boy face gal.

den kahsing was facin jiaxin.

n DIXON facing EDWIN.

omg.

gay !

hahas.

n huikoon facin yueming.

so funny can.

it aint a language lesson.

but a laughin session.

ohman.

ppl din do SRP hw n she says dey refuse to do.

i was to write dey REFUSE to do.

which perhaps, dey had no time.

lol.

so she said i was da guardian angel who guards fouri.

LOL;

el lesson would nvr b da same w/o her.

n da jokers in class.

hahas.

tell dora I <3>

oh yar.

n i just learnt tat.

im supposed to record all offences in chem lesson.

n el lesson.

cos other sub da tr dun care.

yar.

lol.

sry peeps.

cos dey check.

oh yar.

desmon ish gettin stricter wif us too.

ohman.

stupid tr to ask him to be firmer wif us.

wahlao.

now no fun in class.

oh no.

ytd maths remedial was fine.

hahas.

da runnin in da race thing agn.

ohman.

he's so erm.

slow.

cant catch joke.

oh yesh.

JUN AM p1 was so so easy.

darn.

whys din i take tat exam.

lol.

i finished

12 qn in <2h.

i mean.

including qn 11 either + or.

lol.

n i got all correct.

60/50

whoa.

oh yar.

i worked fast.

cos i wanted to pee.

seriously,

i put down my pen.

n went to da loo.

hahas.

den watch ppl run.

whoa.

peggy won BB 4x400m

yeah.

bingyang cui nai sheng n dunno who?

so pro.

oh gryphon.

tat guy so funny can.

he run da hands n legs parallel one.

but BG.

it din start off nicely.

n da last person was JOGGIN oso.

wahlao.

but gryphon did well.

karen received da baton later.

but she manged to overtake unicorn.

den da lena.

den joanna.

omg.

she started off normal speed.

endin she sprint.

tat was so shuai can.

lol.

deb da rest aint interestin.

so i din rmb.

hahas.

oh yar yar.

kahlok chuanmin jingjie hendy ran lyk dey r flying.

omg.

hahas.

dey cheated.

dey flew.

not run.

jj n kl sprint were da nicest.

hee.

da bend part.

den still accelerate.

din decelerate lahs.

dey fleww.

oh yeah.

watched the simpsoms movie too.

so funny.

it linked my tots to wilbur, happyfeet , n i forgot.

oh man.

oink was so cute huh.

he asked if we r in da correct cine.

cos da movie started wif BLUE RATS.

hahas.

when its supposed to b yellow ppl.

hmmm.

da weddin recordin part was so touching.

ohmy.

hahas.

den da rest was laugh thru out.

hee.

can de-stress n slim down.

oh yeah.

we went in n sat on da 3rd row.

den da person came.

eee.

second row.

so front can.

remove specs still v v clear.

lol.

da theatre so small.

da screen so near.

eee.

oh yesh.

i've done up some rev. timetable.

lol.

i spilled ice lemon tea on jj's.

n on da accounts.

n on md.

cool.

hey i tot no eatin in class?

opps.

i ott he gonna kill me.

i can dirty anyone's paper.

but not his.

hahas.

he's one who loves to b CLEAN.

eee.

jiepi.

oh yeah.

onli cher-e n kok goin to ci course ar?

oh sad.

im in a dilemia.

sld i go?

someone tell me.

179; career talk.

2007-07-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

ytd was career talk.

i so wanted to blog ytd.

but too tired.

came home late.

watched tv.

dinner.

wanton mee n claypot rice.

nice !

den came home iron u.

try on u.

button u.

did maths.

den i played wif my hair.

camwhor-ed alone.

sad.

den slept.

im glad i din cough lyk siao ytd nite.

n woke up later by 2min today.

hahas.

waited fer my sis alarm.

hello?!?!

i was dreamin tat im changin to go out n play bmt le.

i tink i was naked bahs.

hahas.

LOL;

den tat dumb alarm rang.

pulled myself out of bed...

yada;yada.

oh yeahyeahyeah.

ytd.

career tok.

quite enrichin.

ms ek's address;

"dun study until too late,

cos its of no use.

nth gets inside =/

try to get 7h of sleep

=sleep at 11.

no.

ideal time 10pm"

oh how many ppl sleep at ten huh?

den i dunno wat was tat overseas ed.n exhibition about.

so opps.

siyang n i went to eat.

lol.

n yuge of cos.

fish&chips; chicken culet; cream of mushroom !

lol.

i ate a bit of everything.

den we were late fer da overseas ed.n talk.

oh tat was bored.

i've nvr tot of goin overseas to study.

its lyk.

so ex.

fees.

A$18000

plus living expenses,

mayb can spend A$60000 annually huh.

n times 3?

S$180000 nia mahs.

wah lao.

but cool.

workin part time cannot more than 20h per wk.

n da pay ish A$14/h in mac.

whoa.

den somehow another break.

oh tat break was meant fer me.

hahas.

den was keynote address.

Mr Sim.

funny guy.

he was da speaker fer entrepreneur too.

tat i ponned.

oh.

"how come da screen so blur.

its my eyes or da screen?

uh my eyes.

but hor.

u dunno da future mahs,

of cos its blur"

btw he's 275degrees shortsighted.

hahaha.

den concurrent session one.

went wif kahsing n heling.

oh dey got some public svc man.

lol.

he works in da pm office.

erm.

i wanted to hear bout public sector.

mayb firemen, policemen or tr.

but sadly its lyk tokin bout da various ministries.

but we got things to bring back.

synthetic grass.

synthetic means man-made.

den lunch break agn i guess.

ate sandwich.

da mayo tasted so sour.

eewk.

den lihe came to class.

n said lijie wanted us to go meet her now.

1.30pm.

oohlala.

helped wif sec one scavenger hunt.

opps.

sry.

yeah.

we r da culprits who hid those historical boards.

n cca booth board was beside da dumpster.

aka rubbish chute.

n i wanted to pput da pic wif ms ek's face on it inside.

but in da end.

it was at some ulu place.

behind sjab room.

den i got myself all in da dust lahs.

hello?!?!

da boards hav been rotting in da store.

oh yar.

i saw manymany rolls of toilet paper inside.

i wonder whys da sch dun let us use...

oh yar.

n it was rotting in dere since last june.

one year le.

da movin coy da stickers still on.

we hafta use thinner to remove them.

eee.

it smelled lyk eeewk.

hmmm ya-da ya-da.

oh yar.

but we make it in time fer da closin address.

by MISS SINGAPORE UNIVERSE 2007 !

miss jessica tan.

cool !

at first.

she din look lyk pweetyy from far.

yar.

my class sits right at da back in LT1.

hmmm.

before she starts she said

"sry if im a lil nervous

i've nvr talked to public fer so long aft getting da crown"

cool.

oh yar.

she came in.

n dere were cat calls.

n my class guys just sounded lyk sex maniacs.

HAHA.

hmmm.

she talks to da screen most of da time.

n she finds wat she says funny.

when it not.

we din lyk laugh.

LOL;

hmmm.

i tink its cool tat she shared a room wif da ms cheena.

but as a chi, her 1st lang was angmoh.

eee.

i tot she was goin to say dere was no lang barrier cos got chi.

budden.

yar.

n she was from sg CHINESE gals sch.

n then vjc.

oh yar.

she shared her experience in mexico.

dere were some uncouth gals.

pushin n camera hoggin.

stealin shoes, cometics...

but dere were nice ones who helped to do her hair.

hmmm.

her ambition was to b miss universe n air stewardess.

n she ish.

da last slide was da best.

dere was da pics of her n other gals.

oh.

miss jap, usa, thai...

oh.

thai ish tall n pweetyy.

oh man.

oh yar.

asked if got any qn.

jiayi n yiqian went down.

oh.

yiqian ish shorter than her.

jiayi was abt da same.

oh.

jiayi ish 183 btw.

&she's tall.

thai de even taller.

she looks lyk she's 10cm taller than 183.

aft tat.

guys rushed down.

to hav a closer look at her.

oh yeah.

i did too.

she's pweetyy wif make-up n mascara on (:

den ppl asked fer autograph (:

den phy.

i was listenin to music.

whahaha.

ta-das.

today went to dentistry.

oh wells.

finall she says.

lets unband.

in two weeks time.

aka remove braces.

yeah.

den i'll b on retainers.

on dawn's bdae.

oh man.

i din forget okays?

hmmm.

i hope i get to watch HP tmr.

n yar.

its telematch tmr.

we end at 10 (:

lalalas.

my mouth onli has silver n white.

soon it'll b onli white.

smile-d.

p/s; salsa, updated.

178; sch_day.

2007-07-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm.

i got bored suddenly whilst doin my hw.

so yar.

i betta blog sth.

oh.

n i listen to music lyk fer less than half an hour everyday to sch.

n study my climates.

yeah.

n i studied my four climates ytd n today.

n mayb da day b4.

maths lesson first.

ohwells.

cos ppl were sent to hall n lt2 n stuff.

maths lesson seemed kinda short.

finished ytd's work.

den given relative velocity ws.

erm a lil chim.

lol.

heng i just got help from kok.

sshist.

hmmm.

did seq.

quite successful.

i finished one whole seq.

lol.

i did one factor; n copied da other two.

den hcl.

went to my heavenly place.

its mentos today.

whahaha.

oh yesh,

xianwen was isolated.

cos sasa n i joined into tat table.

so u c, 4i has 7ppl.

its a hexagonal table.

yeapp.

but it's lag.

i din finish my zuo wen.

was still doin first factor for reason.

lol.

den asked to go fer recess.

eee.

we were late today.

our counterparts earlier than us.

hmmm.

cant hav fish n chips le.

aiyoa.

den hmmm.

yiming removed her braces.

cool !

lol.

i tot her teeth are white.

n her retainer.

she got it on da same day.

nice !

den pdp.

erm?

sry.

i noe im boring.

but heh.

i prepared those slides last night.

im glad yiqian zhirong dixon gave face.

n zhirong won.

gonna treat bottle drinks.

heh.

den discussed heritage day.

hmmm.

cotton candy

chocolate coat fruits/marshmallow

steamed corn.

oh tis means i hafta re-do proposal.

anw i sent to yisheng le.

den assembly.

yawn.

i almost fell asleep.

it's lyk lullaby.

Jazz.

but erm.

too soothing.

makes ppl oink.

opps.

den chen made kfcij stay.

lol.

every wed.

dun care whether u got remedial.

stay until 5.30 den go home.

erm...

den chairpersons mtg.

oh.

class management.

get down to track fast.

to gallery fast.

lol.

but sec ones r later than us.

n we get into Q faster than them lehs.

aiya.

gallery.

its just a mess.

den stayed back to do zuo wen.

i admit i din do chem at all.

spent 3h on zuo wen.

n listened to some horny stuff.

ohman.

chengjie kahsing elin huikoon heling

r sick.

hmmm.

n i did my maths hw today.

n i still got one part unsure.

hmmm...

im gonna oink lahs.

derh !

oh.

someone in class was surprised tat i said DERH.

47dayys to prelims.

im feeling a lil bit of tat STRESS.

ohmans.

jiayous ppl !

gogogo !

kambetteh !

177; pam's 3rd ani T_T

2007-07-10T16:05:00.000+08:00

do angels breakdown?

physically?

emotionally?

NO !

dey hafta watch ova ppl (:

but hey;

watch ppl cry n sobx too?

hmmm.

sry.

if im da one who made her mum cried.

or vice versa.

went to gdn of eternal peace today.

got my royal fren qihui to go wif me.

so we left da card dere.

&walked arnd.

saw one baby markus.

he was onli 6mths old when he died.

i tot of how good God had been to pam alrd.

to allow her to live fer almost 13 years so tt she can spread da msg of love.

&how great my God ish;

when im still alive n kickin today.

da loved ones of those who were gone from our lives too soon must have been heartbroken.

esp da parents.

dey bring her up to da age of 13.

&she left just b'cos of a lung disease.

n da poor baby.

mayub its not destined fer him to stay on earth.

he's meant to live happily in heaven. (:

oh wells.

so we were looking at da things da wonderful ppl have.

den realise we hav those stuffs too.

den.

we heard da door opening.

hey.

den i heard

"somebody came" [pam's mum]

"dey din write from who, onli from 21st GB" [mandy]

oh.

so i knew its them.

walked towards dere.

saw her mum.

she asked " have u eaten" in a calm tone.

den look at her agn.

we both sobbed.

i dunno.

mayb.

it just take someone crying to make me cry.

just one person.

i din noe wat to say.

but i knew i would cont. crying if i stay on.

so i bade goodbye.

n forgot to say "Takecare"

i hope she's doin fine now.

3years have passed.

i guess she must hav cried many a times when she went dere.

since i hav lived da past 3years well.

i guess im fine too.

n so i cried.

not so often.

left da place.

still emotional.

many things flashed thru my mind.

i was at da busstop; on da bus.

walking home.

how can i cry in public?

tats lyk weird.

but yeah.

i noe im sad.

i noe i hafta treasure my frens even more.

qihui asked if pam was my v good fren.

hmmm.

perhaps.

i din share my best times wif her.

but she brought to me many wonderful memories.

in GB, in sch.

we were nvr classmates.

but close brigaders.

she's one nice gal !

now i understand wat it means by

The pain and grieve 3 years ago, is as real today as it would tmr.

i miss u, pam !

i chatted wif elaine.

she says shes distracted da whole day.

me, scolded by dora fer she said i was biase in my acc.

i was inaccurate.

how would i noe if yiqian had gone wif her to call his mum then?

i wasn realli affected by her.

i guess, i've been waiting to go to gdn of peace.

&so i asked qihui to accompany me.

i guess i guess.

da pain of bein scolded aint at all painful as compare to da pain of losin a fren.

a nice fren at tat.

im gonna live my life well.

results aint at all a bother to me.

i dun really mind goin to a poly.

&to those who try commiting suicide/self-multilating.

pls tink twice.

tink about ppl who din even hav a chance to live.

dey din hav a choice to live.

yet u chose to not live.

how ironical.

promo results r out.

congrats if u hav passed.

if u hav not,

tats not da end of da world.

life goes on !

work harder da next time.

reflect on wat u haven done well.

i've nvr failed a promo before.

but i do fail my subjects.

i noe how disappointin it ish.

but guess, i'll nvr understand how it feels to fail a promo.

unless i failed previously.

i always tot i'll fail.

but yeah.

He gave me da chance.

anw cheers.

i need time to get ova tis sorrow too.

ohman.

im getting swollen eyes agn.

but since.

its 3yrs alrd.

i've been thru it.

i guess im okies.

it'll b ova soon lyk wat elaine said.

but when it comes agn next year.

i dunno wat happens.

p/s im glad da card last year ish still dere.

i love pam !

- treasure wateva u hav -

176; SHORT post.

2007-07-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

im trying to post short entries.

aft looking at some others.

n i realised how sentimental some ppl get.

oh man.

cheer up.

love aint everythin; study comes first.

tat dumb big fat Os ish impt.

yeah.

agreed wif sereneteo.

cannot slack now.

its lyk da crutial pt.

change fer da -ve now,

& well.

end urself up in some kuku jc or poly.

sry.

tats b'cos u hav no other choice le.

tats sad rite.

imagine getting a 9pt.

n end in acjc.

following ish wat she said in our one hour lesson:

wif da "dirt rich ppl coming to sch in big cars...

da minimum place dey go to eat ish restaurant.

swensen which ish near their sch.

&u hear comments lyk.

hey i din ring enuff money today,

lets hav swensen"

wth?

its lyk.

fer us.

oh i brought alot of money today.

lets go to swensen.

oh.

dey r rich.

wateva.

then i tot.

i wanted a 10pt.

to sa.

oh sa ish far.

but cor ish dere too.

it was at malan rd.

but fine lo.

i dun hafta travel so far.

no.

i love tat queensway campus more.

my chun n keh r just across da road.

hmmm yeah.

& changed seats today.

damn.

right in front of da screen.

jj, thanks fer tat kind reminder huh.

eee.

n pam's ani ish nearing.

anyone goin to her place?

pls tell me.

i wan to go too.

getting an artificial flower tis year.

or mayb some inspirational cards.

mini ones.

her place ish filled wif love n cares (:

no place to put.

aiyoa.

i'll use blutack.

hehe.

hmmm.

3 years hav passed...

but da sorrow ish still deep inside.

hurting right in me.

oh.

not just me.

but many other frens of hers.

i still tink,

her mum would b da most heartbroken.

i rmb meetin her at da church when rv was still at commonwealth.

it was dumpling fest or new year i tink.

c, she nvr forgets her.

hmmm.

she'll nvr b forgotten by me either.

unless i meet wif some dumb accident n lose my brain lahs.

hmmm.

trying to act humourous.

just in case i tink of her n cry agn.

i rmb sharing wif 2e n 3i bout her.

i cried in both sharings.

i told myself not to cry in da 2nd one.

but wif 2e ppl arnd.

da feeling of missin someone came into me even more.

i couldn help but express my feelings by crying.

im sry i showed my weak side.

i'll b strong n console others.

i will start encouraging ppl to mug.

fer their nj of hc.

jiayous.

u all can de.

but u'll b in diff sch as me.

dunch eva forget me.

tats wat i hafta say.

everyone jiayous.

get 6 n get into hc.

hehe.

jiayous jiayous jiayous.

p/s: short post rite? xP

175; WeLL

2007-06-30T20:39:00.000+08:00

lol.

i hav nth else to blog abt.

&its part of me alrd.

those kids r mine.

met peijoo at blk 96 busstop.

was supposed to go fer HG.

budden.

went to buy vanguard.

peijoo decided to go home n put her bag down.

n we saw rjc vol.

2.10+ nia.

whoa.

dey were playing bmt.

nono.

i saw deshawn.

n my sis said dey were da ppl bmt at da sepak teraw court.

hee.

hmmm.

den walked to tiong.

da weather was burning hot today.

den up to pop.

counted 40 vanguard sheets.

waited fer irni to arrive so she can pay.

den back to cc.

da rjc ppl playing bmt at court 1.

went into storytelling room.

so chow was telling story.

went to comp lab to get pencils n colouring materials.

spent time measuring n cuttin da art folio.

half-way went fer mtg wif soh.

well.

im in charge of sharin by kids.

easy job?

i hafta get ppl to share story.

hmmm.

i din today.

lol.

den continue.

i was folding da folio.

all da way to da end of well.

lol.

in fact we ended late today.

oh yesh.

we had many many vols today.

cos rjc side got 10.

whoa.

so each vol was to tell story to 1-2 kid.

yar.

actually i hav no comments too.

opps.

ytd was aloy farewell.

sang "right here praying" wif 4j.

erm.

somehow.

cos dey hav lecture oso.

tats whys dey r dere.

had lots of choco ytd.

yeo chengrong gave truffles.

oh i bought it today.

yeah !

den toblerone from aloy.

n some TIPOL from him too.

n i came home n finished one bar of hershey dark chocolate.

b4 i fell aslp.

tis morn had cookies chips ones.

den went telok blangah rise to eat prata.

oh da wait was long.

den took bus to interchange.

went to ntuc n shop.

opps.

spent so much on tidbits.

choco !

hahas.

oh yar.

bought sec twos de rod gift le.

but haven pack.

hehe.

its a pack of sth.

lol.

tmr hav some event in lieu wif anti drug i tink.

WeLL has a table.

lol.

come down n c.

174; HAPPY SCH HOLS?

2007-06-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

I guess, sch hols ish dying.

lol.

lets mourn fer it.

its so coming to an end.

& iswear

i DIN study at all.

im still struggling wif my 7SBQs.

mayb long posts ain really nice to read,

i'll keep it short.

i've nth to say anw.

lol.

aha.

i've got an event tonight.

hmmm.

i've received many namelists of ppl invited.

i hope tats da finalised one alrd.

anw,

de newly added dun belong to reading club.

lol.

oh wells.

im supposed to check da ic,

give a round coloured sticker.

n i hope i'll b home lyk 8?

uh.

&i still hafta print 200 copies of some activity sheets fer sun.

oh man.

irni, come back n help.

oh wells.

&my cue cards.

n peijoo's hot air balloon.

whahaha.

i'll c wat she's making.

& if she forget those puppets n scripts.

she'll hafta go home n take.

oh anw.

rod's on da 27 !

of july.

im leaving rvnp soon.

ppl dun miss me too much.

im getting random nowadays.

i've nth to blog.

i'll get down to do my sch work.

byebye.

ta-tas.